happy cny everyone
e past 2 days have been great
spending time visiting. although i dun exactly converse with my relatives. i guess the idea of being surrounded by relatives itself was great.just watching them, in their joyous mood, in their world of mahjong, busy stuffing themselves with new yr goodies,cracking an ocassional joke every now n then was a good feeling.it takes ur mind off stuff. away frm the burden of life,school n every other stuffs.
relatives lament that i am too skinny. but i must emphasize. i eat wat i can. and most importantly. its only my arms that are a tad too thin. i m not well proportionate. if u notice harder. n i m confident of a wt gain after new yr. i have been pigging out on the oh-so-delicious pineapple tarts n new yr goodies, ranging from sweets to chips to peanuts to cookies. n not to mention the countless round of steamboat n the massive amt of meat, fishballs,scallop,squid and more MEAT consumption.
but NO. no CHOCOLATE. not even a single piece.
but i must admit. sometimes my appetite gets really bad n i can survive a day with very little food. esp when i m moody or piss off. its like. i dun even have to eat. haha
and then. i realise. i m old. honestly.i used to be the generation of kids running ard screaming n playing games. but now. i m watching little kids do that. someone commented that in a few yrs time. i will b the one giving hongbaos. but i highly doubt so. given my not so great calibre. my weirdness. i doubt marriage will come so soon. and love is so unreal at times..but i haf plans alr. since they say if a woman doesnt get married by 30, then ITE already. i intend to join SDU at 28, allowing them a yr or so to matchmake me and by 30,i will grab anyone that comes to me.hahaha of cos if that day comes, i'd rather go vietnam to find a husband.

and as for now.its time to get back to reality.
e pseudo carefree n lighthearted days are over