back at com lab
waiting for maple to dl and falling asleep
weeekends..rather boring here..
as for fun. i'll leave that to the next few months. i am suddenly tired.
yesterday attended my 1st american party over at someone's apartment
of booze,music n drugs i heard. beacuse i left early. so typical of kai ling.
but met some nicer and less wild people. like this girl from mexico and another one from finland.
but being a mummy's girl, kailing returned back to her room before 10.30pm
now..thats more cinderella than cinderella.haha
and kailing is now known as kylie,kelly,caitlin etc because i give up pronouncing my chinese name.haha kylie poh kailing,kelly poh.tappy poh. i think tappy sounds better
to divert
the pple i've talked to..they are all from this society of engineers thing that i am in as well..and they all want to b engineer. honestly. i stilll don't know what i want to be when i graduate.i'm a little obfuscated about what i want in life actually.
sometimes i feel like my heart is dead. or tired. like nothing really interest me.and i just want to lead a simple life. and i don't have the passion to do alot of things. even towards relationship of any kind. i have no interest and hobbies. its like the character i am in in maple. who goes around alone doing her own stuff. no zest.no passion.only a piece of stone in me.
haha
anyway back to reality
the weather here's really erratic.somedays its freezing cold and other day its so hot. like worse than singapore.i would say the weather is as erratic as my mood.

shall end off here b4 u guys think i am crazy or depress. i m fine.just not my day today