sometimes i wonder
if leaving or being left behind worse
on one hand. i am excited. yet there's still the apprehension and sadness in me. there are some things i still cannot bear to leave behind
and i really hope everything runs smootly.sometimes being paranoid n pessimistic gets one prepared i guess.
the past two weeks flew by.
got to get out now.
will continue tonight. its hard falling asleep these days with so many things going through my head.=/