There was a time i remembered saying : It's actually a pretty nice feeling to have someone to miss.

But if u ask me to emo-nemo now, i can honestly tell u, there is no one i will or can emo about. As heartless and callous this may sound, it's true. . Seriously, even all the anger, disappointment that i felt for a while has vanished without a trace.
I mean some memories stay, but the significance of them has changed. I no longer look back and wish that those were real once again. Rather, i looked back upon them for they were my past.

Right now, i m more worried how am i gonna finish studying for my test. my peak oil essay, my 40 page cooling tower report . my tutorials. my webcast.


there'snogravitytoholdmedownforreal