home
but doesnt feel right
like everything feels distant and strange
and i really miss my life back in US and someone
in the few hours of sleep. thanks to jet lag. 48hrs without sleep plus whiskey for the past 2 days. i dreamt about u
in that horrible 24 hrs plane ride. i thought abt u

this is harder than i imagined
but
well
not to worry
i m pretty sure i will leave everything behind soon. some time. somehow