mask the fear, hide the sadness

recently.. i think i got out of equilibrium again. sigh.. i dont really think it is a good idea to let it out here..but anyhow.. amidst all the unhappy stuff in life right now, today i was pleasantly surprised to receive a call from the mistress..aiyo..miss the mistress !! wonder when we will meet again.
this is like 2 yrs back on my 21st. One of e very few pictures i took with the mistress. miss everyone else too. and back then i still have my braces. thus e stiffled smile when i take photos. miss US too.






































oh decided to cut the hair. hopefully got some difference. This is with goh the pal before e hair cut. and with tweet the boy after a hair cut. tweet the boy looks sad. i wonder why. maybe he kena bullied by taptap ( as in e real taptap and the teddy bear)





























































and lastly, i miss the acksx.
Even though we dont meet up much..still heart u all!















Ok i think i need many many rainbows right now.