Cranky taptap

Everyday i go to work, i tell myself: today i shall heck care and go home at 5.

I always end up gg home at 6.

Never ending never ending.

I guess tht' why we are paid:)

*stare at the aeroplane in the sky* (i am seeing things)

Last fri= last min dinner with JC friends.--> Yj's recommendation : Burmese food.

photo whoring queens

so fri, all dont want to go home, go chjimes to chill.

how come it's only thursday tmr??????

Crazy taptap

b4 anything,
just wanta wish sharon a Happy 23th bday! hope u had a great one yesterday. Stay pretty n crazy woman!! welcome to the mid twenty crisis. hahaha

i am not sure if i am supposedly better
been kinda temperamental these days. is this me i am lookin at?

it's sunday. haiz. and i am suppose to go do some work. and sunday is depressing bcos i am reminded of the gloom last week.

out of sight, out of mind.

admist the gloom last week, we had a short vday celebration. vday: all e couple decide to go out. overwhelming number of couples spotted.

1. science centre for kids! like us! find out the number for ur name and find the character traits.

2. female tuptup.

3.teddy taptap

4.many taptap. i love my bag. it's given to me by tuptup. i love my bag. i love tuptup.i love my bag.so i bought another one myself of e same color. i love online shopping for dresses. i love my dress. i love my shoes. tuptup bought them too. don't u think he pamper me too much?

5.one tuptup and his shirt i got for him.

6.taptap tuptup.

7/taptap tuptup hazel nutt.

8.hazel nutt loves omelett. i love this fried rice at Shudoku!

depressing day.
heart wrenching to see your dad tearing, your mum and your relatives crying. and i let my tears fall
terribly horribly empty depressing feeling. you know that feeling when you know something is gone and will never come back.
this is not cliche- cherish your loved ones and don't leave any regrets. nothing's more important than to see all my loved ones safe and sound.

R.I.P.

Final Farewell.

just came back from my uncle's wake.

can't really describe this feeling. really really sad. from seeing someone alive and smiling to seeing him motionless and lifeless. and the notion that you wont see the person anymore. unsurpassable grief. all the memories just make the heart feels heavier. and because it was so sudden, no last words were left. the thoughts of his unfulfiled wishes brings tears to my eyes. i wish everything hadnt happened.
tmr's the funeral.
one last goodbye
T_T

the thin thin line

life's really so fragile
all those stuff about cherishing your loved ones
don't mean a thing until reality deals you a cold hard blow.
we are so busy and caught up with our own stuff that we don't even have the time to pause and look around and show some care and concern or warmth to the people around us.
we fuss over insignificant stuff, we stress ourselves with work, school, affairs of the heart.

you know, having something to fuss or stress about isnt so bad after all because you still wake up to the beautiful daylight.
some people don't.
i remember chinese new year 2 weeks back. i saw my uncle. he was well and alive.
and last night i heard he has passed away.
i think my dad must be very sad. because they were very close.
everything felt so sudden. so sudden that it's scary.

slowing down, i think about the little things that make life great
and i wouldnt change a thing about it

cherish. yes. thats the word.
apologies for all these depressing stuff.
havent had the best week.
:(

Scissors paper stone

stone. i win.

that's my mood anyhow. stone.

everyday i go to work, come home, feel very very tired, eat watch tv and then slp.

this cycle repeats for 5 days. and when fri comes, the mood gets a little better but often, i'm too tired to go out and play also.

somewhere along the way, i think i lost alot of my zest and that craziness i used to have. i dont really meet up with friends or talk as much to friends. my handphone is as good as useless.

and then poei went back to melb so taptap and lala are bored again.

i love sat. it's my fave day of the week.

other than that, my other excitment comes from online shopping. the cheap thrill of the unknown. when u buy something and receiving it.

fri we go to ikea.

and it's 0.75 of a year. thanks for everything. i have already realise not too long ago, i am a terrible gf.

goodness there's a melancholic note in everything i wrote today.

tomorrow i am going to find a cave and sleep and stone and run away from evryone

lazy sunday

sunday. the cycle repeats.

the two things that make me smile. hazel and nutt.

Anyhow, had a nice and fun steamboat CNY lunch at Yingyan's place today. Thanks Yy for inviting us and stuffing us with food :)

SPent the rest of e day watching Australian Open. Good game lah.

As we grow older, we find new worries. And worries saddling heavier weigh.

Sleep is the solution. haha

More CNY visiting

Oki. short post! *yawn*

Watched Ip Man and Bedtime stories over the weekend. Ip man was not too bad while bedtime stories was just... average.

& then visited tuptup's relatives today. then we went window shopping.

his cute cousin! she tortured my bears! haha

i like this photo cos everyone looks so happy. admist all the terrible economic gloom. smiles really brighten up every one's day abit.

she's so pretty right! and i feel so old taking photo with her...sigh...pretty soon i will be heading towards mid-twenties crisis. haha

he insists he is cute cos i kept saying he's not. ok. haha. sigh.

more CNY gathering with friends tmr. oki sleepy time!

xoxo~~

Terrible day

Woke up feeling like a piece of crap.
Dragged myself out of the house to go to work.

The MRT train was unusually empty. Looks like all the smart pple has decided to take e day off. I should do the same. But i wanted to better utilise my 15 (pathetic) days of annual leave.

Work was unusually slow and painful. Good news is slowly and painfully i finished one project.
So anyhow, we were on the topic of cheats and lies. I was inspired to blog because i felt unusually infuriated upn hearing Tuptup's friend's stories. Let call him Eeyore, his ex, Tigger and the other guy Piglet. So basically Tigger got together with Piglet while he was with Eeyore. Eeyore was devastaed naturally, but Tigger didnt give a dam and decided to rub salt in the wound by posting many many chummy photos of her and Piglet very shortly after she dumped Eeyore. Of course, shortly is a matter of perspective. Well in this case it was less than a month.

The question was " why didnt Tigger feel any sense of remorse for cheating"
I had the same question some time ago. And i guess i found my answer somehow because i have cheated before too.

Who do we love most in this world?? --> Me, myself and I

So who cares blah blah blah is upset. As long as I am happy, that's what matters. Plus he/she can just move on and find someone else. selfish selfish aint it
Honestly, i am perfectly fine with cheating. Whatever reasons u may give. Well but i guess the least we should do is to minimise the damage. No need to flaunt it on facebook. Eeyore is after all, an animal with feeling albeit a little stone at times. Plus, no one is going to go " Wow what a sweet photo and couple. They will just go..Oh so that's the bitch/bastard or that's the third party" But i guess in a way it's good for Eeyore. It's like giving him the ultimatum. Kill all the lingering feelings. Easier to move on.

So to those who have cheated. (me including), DON'T look back anymore. U just have to believe the pastuer is greener on the other side. (even if it's not.hopefully it is)


To those who have had been cheated on. What's love without the pain. He/She isnt better than u. ur used-to-be other half is happier with that someone else and can't appreciate what u have got. U're better off this way.
so my qn is : which is worse? Cheating on someone or coming between someone.

By the way, yea i have cheated..

sadly..not on someone...but on...my first job.
HAHAHHA
On a lighter note, some CNY pics!

Visting time!

Poohies had tweety for their reunion dinner. Bbq bird :)

Mini hongbao for poohies

Food food CNY..

Ahahaha CNY is eating, gambling, hongbao and eating.
Ok and lotsa gossiping. Tuptup had a friend who had a very tragic love story. Well since it's only the 2nd day of chinese new year, thou shall refrain from posting about love, lies and cheating. maybe the next post.
good news is : i disabled the playlist on my blog! no more annoying music when u r here!

Golly. Good 2 days of rest(well not really technically speaking since most of e time was spent visiting) and eating.

I guess the next thing to look forward to would be....online shopping n the weekend . heh and the 2 projects DUE after CNY. booh pooh wee... boop boop boop.

I think they call this post holiday blue.
time to slp. will blog some pics ..hopefully tmr.
xoxo~~

Happy New Year

Happy NEW Year to everyone !!

Papa, Mama, Poei,Relatives, loved ones, Tuptup, Friends in Singapore, Msia, Ames, US, Uk & all my colleagues

Monochrome, 12, CNY's eve

Whenever i am upset or stress, i shop and buy. So, there is a negative correlation between happiness level and amount of clothes bought.

A little tired from work these days. The plant visit left me with a pimple. Heh, the environment is pretty harsh, with all the terrible chemicals. I am deskbound most of the time. But visit to the plant is a must for projects.

Otherwise, i am in a CNY mood. Glad about the temporary respite from work.

Fri, we visited China town, squeezing with the crowd but felt the CNY atmosphere. There were many mini stalls set up that sold food i never tried b4. We bought mochi n jelly from taiwan.

Char Kway teow for dinner.. mmmm..nice...

MAgic ice cream.

Cow year is my year.

Chanced upon some media corp artistes doin rehersal do some CNY event i presume.

Fridays i wear jeans.
and look very tired.

Tuptup with his new sweater from Zara.

Sat, we shop again at Orchard because i was upset. Bought a dress AGAIN.

Looking a little upset here

A little happier after given her fave ya kun coffee and kaya toast


Happy and posing after buying her dress. Haha, I paid for it. In case u guys are wondering, no, i dont make my bf pays for my stuff just bcos i am upset. But he does buy me stuff at times or subsidise my buys :)

Ok. Time to spring clean my room and wardrobe. My 12 poohies will be helping me. After that, i shall sleep and then wake up to reunion's dinneer. My fave steamboat and sharkfin!
Happy CNY everyone!
xoxo~~