Monday, October 13, 2008

Go the KArt.running in circles.

Was reminicsing abt some US shopping by browsing through Wet Seal's website. chanced upon a pretty cool tee that said " Hating me wont make u pretty"
haha. i dont know.
life now for me. maybe its like go karting. going in circles. chasing after something but i dont know what. the speed at which life moves past us. feeling e ups, the bumps and the downs. the adrenaline rush as u navigate the turns. breathing a little easier down the monotonous straight road.


Ok pics. if i dont do this now. i will prolly leave these pics hidden in my comp till i look at them again donkey years later.
Presenting to u. Taptap in JB.
THE chinese high boys. HAHA. (all got small eyes)
















ME! HOw can there be a post without MY OWN SOLO PIC. RAWR haha.























With lao kok kok. hahahah























Sorry yj, cant see ur mouth here. *evil laughter*







































b4 we go



Sunday, October 12, 2008

I haven blogged for some time. that i dont know where to start.
this week. busy. work's getting busy.
this weekend. was full of ups and down. stuff happened. wanted to call someone. but didint. because i know that someone wont be there for me anymore.
but i am glad things turned out fine. at the end of the day, i realised who mattered.
a fun trip to JB with tuptup and his friends. ( thanks yujun for organising!)
Crazy taxi ride. Though i must say. taxi driver was nice la. We went there to go-kart. fun! esp the adrenaline rush. and the new track was so farrrr away. had to navigate with what seemed like a jungle( we saw cows and goats) before reaching.
And then to Taman garden for sea food. and city square to shop.a little. Now that the ringgit is weaker against Sing dollar, shopping there is good.

Malaysia. is indeed an interesting place. for various reasons. the roads, the buildling..pple.. i sometimes wonder if people can tell the differences between Singaporean chinese and Msian's chinese. and after all the talks about the danger in JB, i still get alittle spooked and wary when i am there.
& i dont like the customs. one little torn page and i got scolded by the msian officer. and the woodland causeway. is crazily packed and jammed. Still, i thought the visit to JB was interesting.
KL in dec then! haha. that is. if nothing goes wrong.

Alright..Pics another time. Work tmr =/

Monday, October 06, 2008

Thursday, October 02, 2008

For the Hungry

EAt and eat and get pui pui lo.what to do. i greedy ma.
Hari Raya was spent visitng some pet farm selling puppies at Pasir Ris. So many uber taptap-cutecute dogs..but the smell was pretty bad at some places.
Then, went to Ikea to walk walk look see look see.
Meat balls, Princess Cake( (the princess cake looks gross but taste pretty gd) and Chicken wings! Oh and a lao kokok! Ah and i love this green wanton mee. Not at ikea but at chomp chomp.
























































































Its friday tmr!!!! YAY!

Monday, September 29, 2008

Short Week.

Just came home from buffet at The Line at Shangri La.. Terrible. Dont know how i am gonna fall asleep. Its 11pm now. i should be in bed at 1130. The buffet came up to about 80 per person..courtesy of the company. One of the most expensive meal i have ever eaten. Ok la, food was good. Mussels, lobster, oysters, crabs, prawns, foie gras, sashimi, macarons, cheesecake etc etc. Spoilt for choice. I prolly need 4hrs of tennis on thurs to get rid of the extra calories. That plus chomp chomp last sat- the sinful satay, Bbq stingray, wanton mee and chicken wings and the tiramisu me n tuptup( ya new name for tweety) made ..Sigh.. How like that how?
Speaking of which tuptup has been a good boy recently, carrying my bag and shopping stuff whenever we go out. But once again, proving that the male species aint that good at walking in rounds.


All in alll..nice food make me happy(for a while). that plus hari raya on wed(no work! yay) and 2hrs early dismissal tomorrow (shopping at orchard rd! no tuptup! haha) and my first pay check.. yay! xD

Friday, September 26, 2008

Auntie taptap's lousy day

yea. call me auntie taptap. haha
pretty lousy day today. it all started with a horrible rain.
long overdue photos of auntie taptap. sigh. i haven been taking much photos myself recently. thanks xh for uploading them onto fb. i think xh's camera dam powerful cos even without makeup, the photos of me didnt turn out to be TOO bad though i am convinced now i am old and haggard and an auntie in the making.
here's me eating my food in a really glam manner. dunno why they say i eat like so unglam-ly. hmm.
haha ok i lied. the mess i created are not shown here.
























ok time for auntie taptap and friends.
i am not trying to go for the bitchy look, with my face half covered by my hair.























































































ok weekends. gotta get my mind off stuff. i guess as i look at myself these days, i need to learn how to be more positive and take things in stride. Cannot always let things get me down or upset me.
And also, to learn how to care for people. Or to show that i care when i do.

there havent been too much going through my mind recently so i haven got much to write either. but aye its friday night. i dont feel like sleeping early either. =X

Monday, September 22, 2008

Monday is blue

oki. i did something out of the blue on a blue monday. either way i am happy monday is over and everything is over. 
I have regained my ability to walk without looking like a penguine. It took me 4 days to recover from that tennis session. But i kinda enjoy tennis alot more these days. And my colleagues are pretty crazy over it too. so yay. tennis kakis. but i guess i will have to take a break this week. Is it me or do i feel really old after i started work. Like i am now the older generation. Working adults. And people i hang around with are older, delving more into topics like work, marriage, kids and current affairs like all the credit crisis etc etc.
 I guess i haven start missing school yet though i think i am falling into the viscious circle or dreading monday, looking forward to friday. 

Anyhow. a long overdue photo which i had promised to upload .geez. ANd a horrible photo of myself to end off this montonous post. 


















A GEEKY and unsightly photo of me. Oh yea baked some bread pudding over the weekend with the tweety who is now called. TUPTUP..HAHA
 A noob like me has to start off with easy peasy stuff. Was first introduced to bread pudding by cherry mumee back in ISU. 
HAHAHA. ok.laugh.  cannot always put all my nicest photos right. haha

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

2.5 hrs of tennis. lethargic. 
i think i will have to crawl to work tmr.  


uncertainties. changes. 
maybe that's why life is interesting and hard at the same time. 


Sunday, September 14, 2008

1st week.2nd week.(updated)

ok here's me typing this entry to complete it.
1st week of work over

still ok.

i guess as u start working. u start feeling old. like really. u start thinking more abt the future, how much to save up , how much to give parents etc etc

and of cos. after 3 months of slacking n doing nothing. i am feeling e lack of time to do all the daily activities i used to do, like watching dvds, reading books, going shopping, meeting up with friends as and when i like, reading papers slowly and playing computer games.

weekends and friday night are like so precious. fri saw the tweety n i eating junk food around taka square plus random shopping, watching me try on a dress and then to the arcade at PS for some relieve  of our teenage yeasr. sat saw my greatest nightmare. I think i once told someone that i am most afraid of meeting parents and relatives . So sat saw me being "forced" to attend a family gathering at tweety's which turned out pretty fine i guess. Sun, met up with ACKSX minus sharon n aloy. Hope yer feeling better alr aloy! 
 But was reallyglad to see my bitch xiuhui after 3 months.( i want the photos!) and not forgetting crystal. So we had a pretty nice girlie talk at TCC in which i managed to scare off e waiters again at e same time. 
so that summed up last weekend. 

guess i am still glad to be working instead of bumming ard. hopefully can get some getaway some time. maybe KL in dec.. melb next yr to find bunnyni and poei or some place like taiwan or hk. or better still. AMES. haha. that i gotta wait a while la. 

 back to work monday. waiting for friday n weekends=)

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

ok working..i'll write more abt it another time. met vietnamese girl, selangor girl..etc etc.
because mr xian hong( line is red) is upset. i shall blog abt him!


"celebrated" last weekend of freedom. Wall E is super cute!! and sweet! and then met bird for a drink. and then celebrated e 4th mth at city space. which is super romantic. haha imagine sipping cocktails or beer or wine on e 70th floor overlooking e skyline.
ok pics! of me( freaking narcissistic)..n the long mia tweety. !















































oh ya and a friend recently showed me a poster of ISU welcome picnic! and i was " featured"..damn..so much memories!! miss e place n e friends there! good times!



Please forgive me
If I act alittle strange
For I know not what I do.
Feels like lightning running through my veins
Everytime I look at you

Thursday, September 04, 2008

ok there

ok there google chrome. not too bad. 
haha. oh ok. as mentioned by tweety. yours truly here is employed. it's been a long and painful process.. if there's one big reason why it was long and painful, then i attribute it to PUTTING MY CONTACT NO on my resume wrongly(and realising it only a month later). YUP. yours truly here is just a blooper girl at imes. of course..other reasons like not knowing what i want, lousy interview skills etc etc. so after all the decisions making..considering job offers, deciding what i want to do etc.. i guess..i still stuck to being an engineer. we'll see how things go from here. some stuff still unsettled and bugging me. but i have decided to see it as an opportunity rather than problem.



sigh.anyhow. gotta go shopping for working clothes. terrible. i have been walking in rounds and i just looked like a girl wearing her mummy's clothes when i wear those working clothes. 




Wednesday, September 03, 2008

CONGRATULATIONS BABY!!!

front row (left to right): ruggie, bearbear, rabbit, little tommy bearpuipui, kimchi lamei
back row (left to right): tinkerbellala, baby tweety, anthonytaptap
with love,
tweety.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

ok its over for now. i dont need to think so much for now. either way, come what may, time for a new phrase of my life=/

Sunday, August 31, 2008

D-day strikes

monday. the day i have been dreading. sigh. well..it's all gonna be over soon. or at least i hope it will be. and then i will stop whining so much on this blog.



ahahah and this is me in e process of blogging. let's just say, taptap will always be bad taptap.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

ok aeroplanes take me away(Edited)

waiting for my hair to dry at 2.42 am, munching some koropok. no wonder i am looking worse and worse each day. not to mention. many stuff still unsettled. for a temporary respite, tweety took me out today. we visited the RSAF's open house today.pics up soonn!
Was pretty cool, plus lotsa cute pilots around. hahaha. dam, if i were single, i would marry a pilot. hahaha. joking.

I think i am kinda thankful to many people around me..esp friends who have showed care and concern towards me in this whole shit mess i am in. ok and of cos the xian hong too. hahahaha



P.S ( my facebook kena hacked ok. explains all e mushy stuff =P)

Ok pics!

Friday, August 29, 2008

oh damn i am in this thing alone

i realise when i am upset, i tend to blog alot more.
but i dont need people to ask why.
lets just say i am erratic.
when it's not ur day, it's not.
the worst thing is... i am on my own. because it's my life.
bleah.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Say ( All i need)

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

So i came home. whizzed past the routine stuff i do. let the tears fall a little. no that was not sadness. i think they were frustration, apprehension and feeling jaded. Theoretically i should be glad with what i have achieved thus far. But, enough is never enough. As always, i know i am in this alone. I gotta make decisions myself.

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it



I want to see the end too. i wonder when.
every night has its dawn.
i hope so.


Wednesday, August 27, 2008

decisions and choices.
oooh..i think i am losing my marbles
hahaha
irritate me now. and i will slap u.
RAWR

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Oh there u go again

Kinda too much things to think. Such that i just want to sit back and watch the world goes by.
Weekend was all fun . And when Monday comes, it seemed that reality over again.
FOrget it, i dont want to say much. So lets turn to the less gloomy stuff.

Sat was Cory's housewarming party, overflowing with booze. there were prolly 30 over pple. many kiwis. oh well.kinda remind me of e american parties i had back then. Some pics with friends and finally a grp photo of my classmates who went.























































Sun was a class outing by bird. My fave girls in S06B, a grp photo and shiwei, one of my fave guys in class last time.






















































Anyhow all e pics are up on FB. =)


There are many things i wonder about. Life, in particular, work and love. Work.. in the sense i pretty much feel like a lost sheep, unsure of where to head towards. That alone is enough to drive me bonkus.
Love. Well i am looking at couples around me. All sort of problems exist. Sometimes, we just become different or lose ourselves when we are in a relationship. Things that didnt mattered now matter. Expectations u never knew existed suddenly come into the picture. Things u never knew about each other suddenly become more apparent.
Some start becoming possessive, some controlling, some suspicious and wary of exs, and some become Energizer exs who never let go, never say die. Thus i wonder, a few years down, looking back.. would we look back in amusement.

For now...back to my own problems. ugh.=X But i think what someone once told me was right. "Everyone has their own problems. What makes u think urs is bigger than theirs"

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

mask the fear, hide the sadness

recently.. i think i got out of equilibrium again. sigh.. i dont really think it is a good idea to let it out here..but anyhow.. amidst all the unhappy stuff in life right now, today i was pleasantly surprised to receive a call from the mistress..aiyo..miss the mistress !! wonder when we will meet again.
this is like 2 yrs back on my 21st. One of e very few pictures i took with the mistress. miss everyone else too. and back then i still have my braces. thus e stiffled smile when i take photos. miss US too.






































oh decided to cut the hair. hopefully got some difference. This is with goh the pal before e hair cut. and with tweet the boy after a hair cut. tweet the boy looks sad. i wonder why. maybe he kena bullied by taptap ( as in e real taptap and the teddy bear)





























































and lastly, i miss the acksx.
Even though we dont meet up much..still heart u all!















Ok i think i need many many rainbows right now.

Friday, August 15, 2008

I need to get this off my chest
I think i seriously should just kill myself or bang my head against the wall! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i am the world's blurrrrest sotong ever! OMG!
(details will not be divulged) i can alr imagine 1001 pple laughing or slapping me to wake me up.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Dont break my nail!

Subjected the nails to some tortuous stuff today. As u can see, they are quite TERRIBLY done by me. But thats not the point..


















I always wondered and is still wondering how girls can tahan long nails.

I survived just a few hours with these supposedly long and 'beautiful' nails before happily getting rid of them because my daily activities were seriously impeded. From changing the tv channel to flushing the toilet to eating to sending sms to wearing clothes, these nails were one hell of a trouble.
Though these nails would be a good weapons against all those weird random guys trying to pick me up. Bedok is getting dangerous.
Funny, i have a hunch they were attracted to the two huge pimples i developed recently.

N to all u girls who have nice long fingernails.. U deserve the praises.

Anyhow, went to HeyHey hotpot recently. Apparently, a shop by Terrence Cao. Not too bad i would say for the quality of the food but a tad too expensive..about 30 per person.... The usual steamboat stuff..the broth was good..i liked their dim sum and snacks more though. I'll end off with photos of tweety. If not he sure cheep cheep cheep again. haha












































foto whore queen!

U wan der prata?


There, there... now bloog looks happier! =)