Friday, August 12, 2005

in friends. u heard
"joey dun share food"
in kailing it is
"kailing dun wait for people"
haha. well at least not unless it is necessary

thanks. bird. for making me wait close to an hour. i deserved it. haha
yay.weekend. last time to slack. b4 tutorials n lab begins.probably last time i will see u guys till a long long time.
intresting talks wif friends today
cough* bird.eh save more $$.looking forward to my VIP table seat in 5 yrs time. =P

and talking to classmates today
the anology of a relationship as being somewhat like a train ride.
u know. sometimes the train breaks down. n u get to choose if u decide to continue to wait for it to function again.or decide to walk off the train and look for alternative path elsewhere.

n then. how letting someone slip pass u. or watching him/her in the arms of someone else before u had the chance to do/say anything as anologous to missing a train. u can never catch up with the person anymore. its almost like he/she has taken the train b4 u.with someone else. and all u can do. is to take the train behind and watch the lingering n fading shadow. unless. the train before u breaks down. and unless. he/she is willing to walk out of it.then maybe....u can catch up with her again.

flings.straying frm a relationship. as being stopping at stations here n there.
haha
like my anology?

and somehow. the higher hopes u place in something. the more disappointed u get in the end. its like. say in a relationship. u plan abt the future. which is gd n assuring since it means u see a future with that someone. but often.such relationship are also the most painful when it breaks down because u see ur dreams being shattered.

n how. its really true. that guys go for looks n figure more than girls.though maybe some may beg to differ.girls.go for more for security. how the guy treats them.
shallowness?or harsh reality?that we are in a world judged by appearances.self worth n wealth.

seriously.why do people get into relationship.
companionship? someone to share ur worries and happiness with? lust? cheap thrill? hope of finding ur future partner? possession?or wat.

haha ok enough.
lets tok abt.school.
been stoning n slacking this wk. tmr.last slacking day. then its time for me to get down to serious stuff nxt wk. n stop the waking up late antics. i have learnt that. if u think u are going to be late.well u r. no point rushing. u r still going to b late in the end. haaha.
the lt at nus are realli uncomfortable,the table are ridiculously small n the seats old n uncomfortable.

n maybe. my EQ level is really not as high as i thought. i dun restrain myself from showing dislike or displeasure in someone or something. but m in a better mood alr. thanks to friends ard me.who withstand my moodiness n bothered to listen to my whinings. it was a mixture of uni blues. self-exaggeration of a problem. well.mood swings. typical of girls. but i guess.its really not easy to find someone who can stand me.

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