didnt realli sleep a wink yesterday. somehow it seems my mind was filled with schoolwork n my brain refuse to rest n so i onli slept at 7am. n woke up at 10am. n here i m. typing my essay.it will be nice...to see wat time of the day..i'll KO.. sleepless night are frustrating.

n i m still awake to crap.
the other day. i read an article about how guys look at other girls even when their gf is around. how it irritaes their gf. n the writer gave some interesting ways of how to avoid being caught. haha.ironically. if i know my bf looks at babes. i wun stop him. i will let him look. i will even matchmake him with them. see. how nice i m. why bother stopping them. nothing's really wrong abt it right. we all love looking at pretty objects .but to some extent,it goes to show how much they really admire respect or cherish u. and the point about avoid getting caught. haha.forget it la. girls know it. they just PREtend not to know sometimes. of cos. i m being.somewhat. one sided here. but this logic applies to girsl drooling at hunks too. and this falls under one of those weird n morbid kailing theory.

N. abt public display of attention. .we have all read or heard abt complaints abt couple. doing unsightly stuff on trains. etc. i agree. its disgusting. but. if one day. u r in a relationship. n u find urself not showing ANY signs of affection towards ur other half. or u dun feel like a couple anymore and others dun see it that way also.or chances are. maybe like wat poei will say. u shd make plans fer a breakup.or prolly ur relationship is more platonic. n obviously. u dun realli feel special to him n vice versa. beacuse.such stuff. are instinctive action. if instinctively. u dun care. chances are. u realli dun.

OBVIOUSLY. dun get me wrong. i m not referring to anyone. its just based on my veri bored-observations abt couple ard me. n since. i shdnt be typing abt depressing stuff abt sch. i thot it will be kinda REFRESHING. RIGHT.