situation at new orleans's getting bad.
bad things come in packages.

veri tiring day.8-6.
screw biochem prac. luckyily.partner.was not as blur as me
i feel. like crap.
spent 2hr looking at fluids mech. n nothing comes out of it. yup one word. DEAd.
walked the most agonizing path today. with a stranger offfering to share his umbrella to me. i said no thanks. he said i should share it with him. so i did. n den. it as the most painful walk i ever walk. because i felt to embarrassed n awkward. i din know if i should like talk to him. say thanks or wat. n i din dare to take e same bus as him. i mean. i get quite uncomfortable accepting favours frm pple. but i can say. he's a nice n decent guy. i doubt he had any ulterior motive. mayb i just looked a bit pathetic in e rain. but i was looking pathetic cos i had to walk frm one busstop to e nxt as the other bus stop was too crowded. n. it was only drizzling. i kinda enjoy walking in a drizzle sumtimes.

sigh. 2 tests. 3 labs. 4 tutorial.1 with presentation.1 undone essay.
how do i ever get thru this.


every time i talk abt my life. my future with others. i cldnt help feeling somewhat disillusioned.

ask urself.
is what that u are doing now. the kind of life u are leading now. wat u really want to.
sadly.
my answer to that above. is............. i doubt so.
maybe things happen for a reason.maybe someday. i will not regret the path i have chosen. maybe.someday.
maybe.

n those reading this.
haha i m fine la. its not like i dun ramble abt stuffs.
juz a way to get me going.

n ah soh. dun shoot me. i would have invaded ur room at ntu long ago if i have e time.count urself lucky. haha
n aloy. dun kill me. if i cant stay for long tmr. gal is burderned with so many sch work. sigh