i guess i sounded overly complacent
i attribute it to stress and feeling a little jaded recently
extreme palapitation of the heart. excessive staring into the space.hahaha
if i were a guy, or if my parents dont treat me as a kid anymore, i would probably pack my bag and go on an escapade to some island or some country somewhere out there alone after my dam internship and HR ends in june. 4 months to go. grr.

on lighter note,i saw another cute guy today and i bumped into cute guy 2 twice today. i think he has nice hair. like that of zhuo jie lun. hahahaha. tomorrow, i'll start walking ard the office more. not that i am interested in him. alternatively, i could spy on that long hair pretty hot babe engineer downstairs.
today, my favourite supervisor brought me out to the plant again to inhale benzene and toxic fumes. i swear my neck was going to break after a few hours of that huge helmet.

that aside.. today, he asked me whats my favorite soccer team.
liverpool was my answer. although seriously, the last time i watched a match was cow years ago.
i think he's pretty weird, pretty strict yet pretty nice sometimes. i like the fact that he treats me seriously. not as an airhead intern. like whenever i ask a question, he listens to it intently and answers them seriously.
i guess the thing to do is. to smile as sweetly as possible.especially when in doubt. hahaha.

also
my new resolution is to spend less time on the net. and start doing more contructive thing. like reading books, doing research , in conjunction with my boring and serious life.
so dumb rambling like this will be reduced. time will be spend on other more important thing
after all, life got cold....