ok friday wee!
weekends..means so much more when u are working..
the week in brief
lets see
another meeting. with me just staring into space. haha
and then i went to the plant site again. this time to the aromatic plant. the more potent and carcinogenic one i assume. my supervisor was explaining to me 1001 stuff about the plant. the equipment i have to use and at the end of it he said" well its a two way thing. u learn but also must contribute.thats why i have 3 projects in mind for u...''
sweet
somehow. i think i may be getting more eccentric. that sometimes i laugh at the thing i said when i think about them.
boss:'' so one of your job is to make sure the maintenance workers are doing their job''
kailing:'' what do the maintainence group people do?!''
boss:'' they damage the machine''
kailing:'' so i help them damage the machines too?''
i dont know why i said that. hahaha but he gave me an exasperated look after that.

anyhow. was suppose to have dinner with my uncles engineer today at some restaurant. but thanks to HR 2002 i had to go to NUS to meet my project group. just more readings to read. grrr..and why is the engine canteen still so crowded at 6pm? and i forgot. to print stuff at NUS must pay! back in ISU, we had 1500 free prints. so i can just print whatever i like. the worst thing is. i cant remember my pin number! seriously. i stood outside the computer lab for some 5 min before some guy came along..sigh
that aside met my two bitches crys n sharon and their other half for desert yesterday. the cheng tng very nice ah?
and that shraon is really a bitch! (hahahah)
well so sharon bitch is having her 21st bday celebration at some hotel. ( she refuses to book ritz carlton!) and she intends to have a Pyjames theme?!! she is going to make everyone wear those old grandma dress kind of pyjames. how horrible! hahha and thats not all...
kailing:'' oh so all of u bringing ur other half ah..then i how? i dont have''
sharon:'' oh i know what. u can bring your laptop. then we can webcam with your dadee in US''

totally horrible right! i know. sharon will kill me.pretty soon. maybe next fri when we meet. i better. hide.somewhere.but.must get my ipod nano. 2GB or 4GB?

ok off for supper now. thing's getting really complicated.
oh and am suppose to go to pulau ubin tomorrow with cherry to meet some of the ISU exchange students! but............... am just too lazy...i feel really drained right now.. really really tired.. just wanta rest at home. theres just 1001 stuff to read and do.one moment i'm reading about ''the safe on electrical equipment in potentially hazardous environment'', the next i'm reading about diversity.. grr..i nedd retail therapy..

''i try to be strong. believe me. i'm trying to move on''
i am getting really confused and lost.. about what lies ahead.and what do i want..
relationship.are too complicated. in fact i dont even know. what i look for in a guy anymore..
well......................till then i walk alone -green day