I don't know since when it started. But apparently, i have some kind of laughing disease. It's characterized by laughing non stop while talking, and when others are talking.
Chris says it's normal for my case. Crys says i have gone crazy.
So now, i am trying to talk lesser, laugh lesser.

Anyhow, i really dont have time to blog much..
I"ll be gone on a "vacation" till next monday

Back to Safety Health and Environment.
In my lecture notes, i scribbled -Murphy"s Law: Whatever that can go wrong will go wrong
I think this is probably known to most engineers.

Sigh
Exams are really depressing. I need something lovely and bright in my life right now.

Still alive,just too busy. Weekend was good and bad.
Had a paper just. 2 hrs of essay amidst a backdrop of sneezing-because the guy next to me was sneezing non stop-probably once every 10 sec. Ok maybe he was really cold n sick. But I really wanted to whack his head with my water bottle, because at the end of the exam while they were counting scripts, the sneezing stopped miraculously.

6 more days to liberation, to beauty sleep, ktv, the sun, the beach, the malls, coffee bars, friends, and maybe a little booze. And of cos, the DAm FYP report. Sigh.

ok..photos another time. I am suffering from the feel-ugly syndrome. I dont even want to look into the mirror. haha i attribute it to too much mugging.

Some people never get the hint, but really i cant be bothered. The worst treatment u can give someone isnt hatred. But oblivion. And really, if i dislike you, basically, its a point of no return.

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
~~Hero/Heroine

Was looking at my travel photos... Haha and then i realise these are really nice photos. They are real places ok! I Didnt even have the chance to look at my own photos.... As for where they are....California! I so love the contrast--Sunlight and a tinge of gloom. Describe how i feel everyday when i wake up.

"There comes a point in life where you realise who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will"-Mistress Zee.
Pretty nice quote that i like.

How true that people walk in and out of your life.Some people stay for good in your heart while some just get forgotten. Which category you belong to, you can ask me. HAha
That said, ok. I miss miss-tress who hasnt been forgotten too and is still my favourite mistress.
Haha nope i wont post a photo of him bcos the only photo i have of him is..... =X.

If i talk about someone i miss everyday, dam this will be never ending.

I think the effect of too much studying is settling in. Woke up this morning and really just wanted to stay there forever.
I think i am seeing stars.
One star. 2 stars. Many Many stars.....
One page.2 pages. Many many pages.

"As we lie under the stars, we realise how small we really are"

It was the inevitable..

This is bimbi in his one of his bimbitic pose, dated a few months back. And who is hopefully not reading this
For those who thinks that the bimbi has been forgotten..
Well
Bimbi hasnt been forgotten and is still my favorite bimbi. .Bimbi i suppose is doing pretty well and still making waves in ISu with school, hot mamas chicks and parties.

I miss so many many people and places. Doesn't help it's thanksgiving now. This time last year, i was in California and watching the thanksgiving parade in Chicago.(Although it was so cold that i almost froze and fainted on the streets)=(
I really wish i have wings. Or i wish i have a time machine.
This is bad. This is getting me down. Too often.
MAybe When i graduate next year, i might just decide to tour US again and if all else fail, i will make my way to Alaska or Siberia and Greenland..

tAKING A break before i start gg bonkus.
Well, it's Study week. In other words, its stay home for a week and mugg till u cry and die week. The three most important stuff in my life other than my books now are my laptop, my phone and my ipod.And it comes to a point that i share my bed with them. So i am blogging on my bed.


Ok some photos for the ACKSX and i got new shades! I love wearing shades. I wish i could wear them to class.
I prolly wont blog much next week. Except post some narcisstic and unglam photos of everyone when i am really DEAD from mugging. I still have many many photos and drama-mama stories.
ACKSX never fail to amaze me with their stories. Oh and many thanks to Xh n PIGxian for e treat. All e best=)

已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情。
i dont know why but i totally adore this phrase. Prolly the last chinese phrase u will see on this blog.

I actually have a lot of things to say. But must MUGG. Till next time!EVERY MINUTE IS PRECIOUS!

I realised i haven listened to any Chinese songs for cow years. The only Chinese songs i listen to are jay Chou's and even that has stopped. Until my lab mates started blasting some jay chou's song while preparing for presentation yesterday.
Why do these chinese songs sound so tragic??

At the end of the day after listening to these seemingly sappy Chinese love songs,the conclusion i made is that even sad endings and partings in life can be beautiful in a way. Tragically beautiful or from the ethereal beauty of the past and memories.

Pensive.ugh.
baby your aura is incredible, if you dont have to go, don"t


Last day of semester 7.
你好吗？
haha just testing typing in chinese.

A far cry from yesterday, I am....

Crazy taptap in lab. No, i wasnt wearing heels exactly. But yea, i did have to climb up that ladder though not for posing purposes but to get the temperature of a dumb cooling tower. I can imagine myself being an engineer. Right. I will be everyone"s nightmare. IAnd yea, i know i look bad in all the photos. Bad hair day coupled with lack of sleep= zombie taptap.=(

Today marked the last lab session.
Guess i will miss everyone n our weekly laksa session in Arts canteen-sussing out hot babes and hunks. I agree. The girls and guys there in Arts are cuter than Engineering.
My lab mates were actually shocked by me when i appeared serious(for once) while preparing for the presentation. I agree i haven exactly been myself for the past few days.
The way i have been feeling lately......not good..not good at all. The sense of emptiness, never so great. I just feel like disappearing somewhere, somehow.
Last week of sch...then exams..

As for now, moutains of work separates me from the comfort of my bed. It's been a long and horrible day. I miss everyone.
There's nothing i can't get through.
but a far cry from yesterday...i am

3.30am
the reason for my existence here lies soley in the fact that i wasted 1.5 hrs trying to solve a dumb equation.Wasted is the word.
screw this.

On trying to rush to Vivo City for Saw4
" We will make it for the show, if you don't miss the exit again"
tt: " Of course not. i know my way this time round!"

No prize for guessing what happened.

Saw4 : =X
Both of us were just hiding under our towel and jacket. This time round, i even covered my ears. So don't ask me what happened exactly in the show. I know like only 70% of what happened.

Anyhow. Days became more gloomy, with everyone busy preparing for exams. I don't have time for friends! sorry! Gonna be a really busy and bad weekend. Sigh.
But Chanced upon a pretty rainbow while driving home.
Maybe i already have a rainbow in my life ;)
Ephemeral. But beautiful.

oK aloy.
And fans of aloy. This one's for you.
His few hours of torture. That resembles Sadako crawling out of the TV. I don't know What happened. But judging from the photos, JON DID IT!!! SEE! JON was beside him. JON DID SOMETHING.( AND I ASSURE U, HE WASNT ACTING. IT WAS HIS GENUINE EXPRESSION. HE COULDNT EVEN GET UP TO TAKE PHOTOS WITH US)

Even sharon got affected by the disease and became a MONSTER!















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Ok, I admit. It was me. I did something to aloy.................



































The real Culprit. Just a little little weeny bit of vodka is enough to kill aloy.
















And of cos, his three very lovely and innocent girl friends. I mean SERIOUSLY, we look so nice and innocent, do WE LOOK LIKE E KIND WHO WILL DO SUCH EVIL THING TO A GD FRIEND?See, esp the middle one. ANGELIC SMILE. *choke*












Anyhow. Thats e much 'hyped' aloy sadako. I know la. Very backdated stories. Really didnt have time to post it.
I miss everyone anyway! Just that exams are coming. Don't really have time to meet everyone! Hope u are all doing fine!

Next up...The Crazy TaptAp goes to lab and climbed up some ladder, in heels. Ok not really.
ANd SAW 4 is out! DAM! gonna catch it! Although i vaguely remember telling myself after watching SAW 3 that i am never gonna watch any SAW stuff.
Well, this time round, i'll bring a towel. And whoever is next to me. BEWARE.
As if i haven already being acting a little crazy these days..

My friend called me to tell me about the test being postponed. I thought she was joking. Where got people postpone a test on the day itself?And then i checked my mail.... This is the most ultimate prof ever. Seriously. I bet he postponed it cause he hasnt set the questions.

Dear All

I am posponing the quiz this evening. I am on medical leave today. The quiz will be held on 13/11/07 at 8:00 p.m.

Regards

Uddin

Ok maybe most of u are wondering: Isnt that like the best news one can ever get?

NO! not when u have many other tests this week and didn't get to study much thanks to this test. And not when u are ready to get it over and done with. LET ME DO MY QUIZ! RAWR. I DONT WANT TO RE-STUDY THIS WHOLE THING AGAIN.hahahaha

Bleah.And did i mention i didnt watch my TV show yesterday and crawled out of my bed today to study for it. I crawled out after 2 snooze. Would have taken 6 usually. #$@!@#$#@*&#

And my alarm has the most ironic ringtone. It's Innocence by Avril Lavigne that goes :

"Waking up to see that everything's ok. The first time in my life and now it's so great"

yea first time indeed.

Ok this is totally irrelevant.
I am pissed off.

Many many tests next week, and tired to blog. 2 weeks of school left. Great.
Every other thing stays the same
Still reading everyone's blog diligently. Still surfing facebook, just lesser, in fact much lesser.
Still miss someone. Still mugging hard. Still have many many readings left. Still hiding under my blanket.Still studying with my laptop.Sigh.
Getting caught up with my own stuff, maybe that explains the feeling of indifference to people and things around me.

Because if your love was all I had In this life
Well that would be enough
Until the end of time...

No, i am incapable of such crazy beautifully sweet stuff. This one's from Until The End Of Time by Justin Timberlake. For all the lovers out there. If you still believe in the love that exists.
For the rest, you can fall asleep listening to the song. haha