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sad eh..i think there is sthg wrong wif my neopets account..haiz..sad
and sigtoo.. h 2 more weeks to school..haiz e onli thing comforting is ntu starts one week earlier..
so yesterday had this class gathering at some restaurant co-owned by lui's brother at holland village... eh not bad la..alot of pple turned up.. e place was alright also... ambience quite nice.. actualli veri lazy to go one cos veri far..but den its xinxin.. e xx i knew since pri sch..so i had to pry myself away frm e computer..which was how tortorous man.. hee so xin xin going off to switzeland.. so cool eh... and den i think soon some more pple will start flying overseas haa nxt time come back all sure veri powerful liao eh..hahhaa and my class dam solid eh... can juz sit n tok forever one..mi n zixuan went to eat this apple crumble at swensen while the rest of them were still deicideing wat to do nxt..oh aniway e apple crumble is good eh..juz dat i veri suaku..the waitress pour some funny funny thing den got smoke come out so i was like " wa..got smoke eh.." n e waitress also gave us a sheepish smile.. oh so after savouring e delicious apple crumble, we went back n find e whole class still at e same place toking.. haa solid eh..and den we continued toking at bk.. hee ya n dunno who was saying its so fun to see ur friends get married den e gals can b those "jie mei" at e house playing tricks on e groom n his buddies.. so eh.. to all my fellow class mates n friends..get married faster hor!! n bird eh.. we plan for u ur future wife liao..dun let us down..hiak hiak

and so i got "stalked" again at city hall... aiyo enuf is enuf..go n hound or approach some other gals who yearns to b models..not mi eh.. i din know singapore got so many funny talent agency or watever it is eh.. and although that funny funny test claims my inner child is 6 yrs old, i am not that gullible eh
haa yesterday when i was sleeping i could feel my brain oscillating..i think its an after effect of that wave pool thingy.. i felt like i was swinging to and fro as i was lying in my bed...and aiyo read jon's blog... crys..tsktsk..want to go private n secluded places wif jon say ma.. haha we tried running away remember? but thought u all will b angry so came back..bet u were cussing n swearing rite..heeheehee=P
 

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so whie talking to rence yesterday he commented i sound like a 12 yrs old..and oh man this is worse.. i m convinced that this test is rigged!i mean i seriously did e test truthfully eh

My inner child is six years old!

n i realise if one day i get hacked it will be bcos
1) i fail to reply smses
2) i m habitually late..trust mi i try to get there on time but i guess i overestimated the efficieny of public transport

wee fun day today...went wild wild wet wif aloy crys n sharon n jon...hehe there got alot of hot babes wearing bikinis eh..some wear until realli quite obscence eh..i dun understand how pple can wear bikini for this kind of thing.. i mean like normal swimming or tanning can la.. but this kind of thing is u will go up n down n swing here n there one so wear bikini so yuck leh... haha but oh well aloy was having a fun time ogling n gawking n drooling at them.. hiak hiak..poor jon had to resist the temptation since crys was there.. so aniway we stated off wif this cycling thing..alamak at first i thot not scary ma..so see aloy so scared i let him pair wif sharon..end up i start cycling den so scary man.. i was so afraid the bike may fall off the rails.. wa lau i was like putting my safety into the hands of the designer, constantly telling myself that nth is gonna happen..
haha after that we did some five people ride in a float.. haha somehow by some stroke of luck, aloy kena the front sit eh..den he scared until keep holding on to the handle nearest to him n din dare to look up... haiyo aloy ah.. and den he got so paiseh dun even dare to look at the photo they took.. hahaha n den we did some black hole thingy.. the person told mi wat if scared can scream for someone so in e hole i juz anihow scream..haha lucky they din come n save mi eh.. and there was also some wave pool n we play until head also giddy..n somehow i banged my head against e floor twice man.. haha n of cos e finale was the fuuny slide we took.. not realli slide eh.its like u sit on a float and drop down 10 m or dunno how high eh...veri exciting leh.. haha aiyo crys n aloy both very scared... and den when mi n sharon take that time we said we not afraid and so those two guys in charge purposely push freaking hard... haha but fun!! haha so i think e rides were all ok la... but i think last time fantasy island more rides...but still fun! =)
ok tired also.. must keep climbing up n down man.. and carry e float up n down... haha plus all that thrill n excitment makes u mentally tired too..hee ok so i forgot to push aloy n crys down or rather i decided to be magnaminous n let them off on the account that jon was there so i cldn't bully crys n aloy was already freaking scared n i din want him to faint from a weak heart..haha

wee!rj won both titles this year...despite e lousy cheering which was drowned completely by the AC family..
haha aniway the kailing's blooper continues..this time her sandals broke..haha and so poor sharon had to go wif her to buy a pair and kailing had to borrow a pair of sandals frm her frend..sad sad
and crys..u deserves to die..haha tmr u will find out..hahha

and wat kind of person do i hate most..the kind who does the wrong thing and still declare their conscience is clear...lol i m not referring to anione..juz an after thought from watching the amazing race..haha

yay finally tmr we r going to wild wild wet..ok sad eh we plan so now den now get to go..but so exciting!!!

ok now i must go eat lots of nutritious food to gain energy to push 2 partner in crimes down e slide on thur..heh heh crys n aloy.. big bear wants revenge!!!!!
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for two days in a row, i stayed at home..the feeling is good.. when u haf e whole house to urself.. i can turn on e tv n computer at e same time n multitask.. haha and staying at home is good cos i dun spend $$$..but actualli now i dun luv to shop also..cos i am sick of shopping malls
wee..tmr going wif sharon to watch sch nats..hmmp crys..meanie mean meanie..agreed to go wif mi last time liao den con mi, deceive mi..haha i always kinda like sch nats actualli..i get to pon sch..but i must say e finals sometimes quite intimidating..like so many people watching.. so exciting but scary.. but i must say e feeling of having ur school there to support u is quite good..despite e fact dat half of them goes there fer e sake of match support..haha

ok enuf of quiz.. b4 i start wondering if there is some truth to it.. haha aniway... today is 11th july..how many days is it till sch starts?? boo hoo.. the other day i was toking to was it rence? haha i think he is actuaalli looking forward to skool.. oh man how can anione prefer sch to this slack-it-all lifestyle..which has onli a life span of three weeks or so left, 4wks if i pon orientation..

niway today went wif my brother to do some facial thing.. haha ok not mi..he is the one doing it.. lol.. ok and i also stupidly sign up for some facial.. haha my brother is a big spendthrift..juz like mi.. for eg, he goes to kimage to cut his hair.. when he is in ns..so got style or no is still e same ma right.. haha den went to hans fer dinner..seriously i dun like the food there but den my auntie wanted to go so no choice..

now this is gewtting weird all over again

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can someone enlighten mi on e wat bidding sytem in nus? i m totally lost..one day i must realli sit down n read everything dat sound so cheem there..but i serioulsy have no idea wats happening...

aniway nvr ever walk along orchard road alone.. haha its dangerous..u see on a fine friday afternoon, kailing happily accompanied her brother to marriott hotel fer some interview.. so after that kailing was walking towards e mrt when she was once again stopped by some funny gal who claims to b a talent scout frm eh was it BHI or watvver thing she said.. sigh again asking mi to go n b some model.. ##@!!#.. and i think it isn't juz orchard road dat is dangerous.. they stalk u at city hall too.. haha ok rather aniti climax to my story.. u wld think i got molested or robbed.. so aniway... veri weird leh.. how come they always stalking mi huh? i veri gullible meh..last time was e funny imodel which sharon got approached too.. den now this funny funnny one.. seriously speaking, i realli cannot make it one.. i m not degrading myself but its e truth.. haha

aniway serioulsy that funny funny heart colour thing..eh i dunno how it turned out like dat..sharon got a pink heart n aloy got a blue heart.. how come i got a black one huh? i mean i got a shock also leh... weird.. weird...everything is so weird

lol wat a stupid quiz... so funny rite.. i keep reading pple's blog den they alwyas put these funny funny stuff so i tried some..and oh man e absurdity of e answers...make mi sound like some melancholic apathetic reclusive psychopath...

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went nus fer checkup..i shall not elaborate further..den met crys on e train..haiz realli i think we are fated to meet.. n i m fated to stalk u la... see nxt time u n jon dun let mi stay in ur store room also cannot la.. cos everywhere u go..big bear is there..so after dat i went to roam ard alone n bought some skirt.. i m veri into skirt recently..

hmm aniway xh wanta watch mean girls... so sharon n crys..u all on?? haa aloy u r exempted cos we know u wun like e movie la..n school nats is nxt tue.. e finals.. mi n crys planning to go watch and den go to gelare to get fat as well.. so sharon n xh u all wanta go?

one thing when u ask ur mum to buy 8 days..she buys e cover wif spiderman instaed of the cover wif tobey n kirsten on it.. i guess she thot spiderman cutter

ok crys i dun understand... u know giving out flyers.. i always wonder y the pple giving out e flyers cannot juz throw e flyers away?? u know..since most pple throw it away... is it they got supervisor watching ah

sigh think later muz go nus fer check up.. act come to think nus is realli quite far..but den i dun dare to stay in hostel leh.. like quite scary at night..sigh this reminds mi sch is gonna start...haiz.. bye bye gb..byebye neopets..byebye tv..bye bye bed.. byebye to shooping malls.. haiz..so in view of this, i have decided to extend the hours when i am awake..instead of sleeping at 1am, i will sleep at 2 n wake up earlier... haiz pple always ask how i can slack thru 6mths like dat..trust mi..its possible..n i enjoy it..

one thing when u ask ur mum to buy 8 days..she buys e cover wif spiderman instaed of the cover wif tobey n kirsten on it.. i guess she thot spiderman cutter

ok crys i dun understand... u know giving out flyers.. i always wonder y the pple giving out e flyers cannot juz throw e flyers away?? u know..since most pple throw it away... is it they got supervisor watching ah

sigh think later muz go nus fer check up.. act come to think nus is realli quite far..but den i dun dare to stay in hostel leh.. like quite scary at night..sigh this reminds mi sch is gonna start...haiz.. bye bye gb..byebye neopets..byebye tv..bye bye bed.. byebye to shooping malls.. haiz..so in view of this, i have decided to extend the hours when i am awake..instead of sleeping at 1am, i will sleep at 2 n wake up earlier... haiz pple always ask how i can slack thru 6mths like dat..trust mi..its possible..n i enjoy it..

sigh..somehow gb is down n neopets has bored mi n i fell asleep reading..bleah
haa went to town wif xh yesterday cos she needed to shop fer clothes for school... n being a shopping freak i gladly acccompained her..haa she tried on alot of clothes whil ei juz watched cos i cannot buy ani more clothes.. so zara was having sale but i dun realli like e stuff there..haha oh i bought htis funky pink pointed shoes.. haa blame it on mtv la..they alwasy have this host wearing that kind of bright pointed shoes so fer e fun of it i bought one..

haa so later i had to ditch xh to meet up wif my class at swensens for a pre bdae celebration fer debra... ok sorree debra fer being so late... so after having not celebrated deb's bdae fer e past 2 yrs, this yr, after overcoming tremendous difficulties n pressures, i finally made it!! haha so i thot e celebration was not too bad in terms of attendance.. haaha and so e guys were all having their army talks but at least their hair has grown significantly.. haa aiyo i cant stand their shaved head..hahaha i hoped i dun get smacked e nxt time i see them.. haha but that will b gazillion years later.. haha aniway goo job zx.. haha keep up e good work!

abt more depressing stuff..roddick LOST..boo hoo..words cant describe e sadness n anguish i feel..boo hoo hoo..

so more of kailing's blooper... on a fine saturday night, kailing was strolling along raffles city n abt to cross e road when she suddenly tripped over this concrete slab n almost fell.. n in e process somehow she made this oooh sound that made quite a few pple turn their heads to stare at her... boo hoo hoo...

one thing i hate is making decisions.. for eg, if i were to choose btw two tops to buy, i wld juz buy both so as to rid myself of any nightmares or regrets...and toking abt nightmare, i finally had nightmares abt those orange fingernails of mine which xh n crys kept suaning mi abt..hhaha ok i still haven got rid of them

meeting xh fer a trip to town to shop tomorrow..yay!! haha ok crys.. %$!!@#$@!!!..haha u were supppose to join us...n den u r gonna ditch us for an aircon..i hope u feel sad n sorry after reading this.. lol.. haha ok den i tink there is suppose to b some class outing in e afternoon or something... haha toking abt class outing i m so glad i dun haf to organise ani more liao... mayb 10 yrs later la.. i will organise some class outing to e zoo or birdpark den we can sit n look at e animals n talk n laugh.. hahahha ok thats a joke of cos..

aniway so quite obviously sharapova beat serena williams since she is so much hottter...haha no la i mean serena was completely outclassed..if u ever bother watching.. n that brother of mine was drooling as he gawked at sharapova... ok i hate to admit but my dearest roddick looked so rugged n not as cute now.. sigh mayb someone could lend him a shaver.. oh but his serve is still so marvellous..but i think mr federer will probably whacked him.. =(

sheesh squandered my night playing gb wif aloy again...hee aloy veri sry leh.. mi so noob..haiz.. haha ok aniway more of kailing blooper act... on a fine fri afternoon, kailing was on e bus home when she fell asleep n she was so sound asleep dat e kind soul nxt to her had to wake her up...haha actualli i was not realli dat sound asleep dat..but i think e gal thot i was..so..

haa sharapova is so hot man...

ok i shd b sleeping...slept onli 5hrs yesterday..ok no big deal..haha but somehow i am e kind who takes freaking long to sleep no matter how tired i am n i can nvr sleep at other places other then my bed.. juz ask debra n co wat happened at e sleep over last time..haa ok aniway actualli kids are quite cute..like teddy bears like dat..esp the way they talk... hahamayb i will get a few nxt time to play wif.. crys..u dun wanta haf kids rite bcos u r afraid wat they might turn out to be when they grow up but i think this is e interesting part abt having a kid.. ok i was staring at e kids today ( my half day relief teaching at some kindergarten) n i was trying to picture them when they r grown up..they look so innocent now but u nvr know dat 10 yrs down the road they will bcum some ah lian or ah beng or some high flyer...

ok so crys n i not going fer sports camp.. hee lets juz slack our way thru uni la.. we go mugg full time k.. haha

hehe went wif crys to city hall today.. hee quite fun.. we tried on clothes at mango n ebase... den we had ice cream n waffles at gelare... shees crys is it u or wat y everytime i see u i think of eating ice cream..wa but shiok ah... e ice cream so nice...but so sinful.. haha den later we met xh at pasir ris.. well we went to fisherman's village... suppose to haf dinner there cos xh wanted to try out to see if the food was nice and if e ambience was romantic..but somehow we din realli like it there so din eat there..

haven been blogging cos my brother hoggs e computer... haa but aniway din do much these two days xcept shop n shop... haa ya lo saw crys at orchard on friday... haha see crys now u know wats stalking.. n jon dun complain i din do my job ok.. haha

haha so NO freak accident at wild wild wet.. because we din even got to go inside!! haha yup i shall narrate e story again.. so on a fine thursday afternoon, kailing happily set off to pasir ris to meet aloy sharon n her bf.. n we were all so excited on our way there.. that is until we reached .. we were told upon our arrival that e lockers were full n as such, there was no way we could go n play.. so out of desperation, we tried calling crys her cousin n damn it we dun haf her ah ma's phone no.. so aniway we even pictured her ah ma having fun inside n up on the slide.. haha yup a bit disappointed that we din get to go in..

haha so since we all din want to go home, we set off for sharon's bf house instead to swim.. haha actualli to be honest i thought it wld be a stony session but instead it turned out to be very fun!! haha seriously sharon n aloy...dun need to feel bad that u all "conned" mi into going fer wild wild wet... i realli enjoyed myself today.. hehe i guess its e company realli.. which was y i wanted to go wild wild wet actualli..cos it wld be soooo fun wif u guys ard=).. hey we must go there someday again ya?! and CRYS.. u better go! haha and bring yer ah ma along

haha ok so after our swim n exciting workout, we trudged down to kallang airport fer dinner.. haha sharon yer bf realli gentleman leh.. lucky gal u!! haha yup he paid fer cab fares, bought satay, fried kuay teow fer us.. hhaa ok aloy u r progressing.. he volunteered to buy us drinks.. so amiway thnks sharon n mc tan!! for tolerating 2 lightbulbs.. =P

haa din blog yesterday.. yay so happy man.. i DID not go to taka square, I DID NOT think of ice cream and waffles at gelare, i DID NOT think of new zealand ice cream.. i onli HAD TWO scoops of italian ice cream..

aniway joke of e day...some freaking funny accident happened to mi.. i was waiting "patiently" at orchard mrt for weiyi ( ya for once i am early), leaning against this pilliar and reading my book when this guy approached mi.. so, intending to hogg that comfortable pillar for a longer peroid of time, i had to entertain him.. aniway..so he said he was frm some modelling agency n looking fer new faces..yaya i know prob some con man..although he did look quite sincere..haha but quite funny though..i mean he must be either blind or stupid.. i mean hallo..if i look like some potential model, den the pigs will fly n cows will come home themselves man..haha ok i dunno wat the cows analogy is la.. it juz pops up in my mind suddenly..

haha ok joke aside... yup shopped wif ah soh yesterday.. quite fun.. but i am BROKE..later think going wild wild wet wif aloy n sharon n her mc tan ( somehow i m pronoucing it as mac tan).. i HOPE no freak accident happens.. like u know e float capsize or i get stuck in e tunnel... haiz...

haha ya we WILL go shoopiing nxt week..but nono we WILL NOT look at brownies, we WILL NOT go to taka square..we WILL NOT think of ice cream and waffles at gelare..we WILL NOT think of the new zealand ice cream.. we WILL NOT eat fried food dripping wif oil..

hhaa wa lau crys u go n cheat LJS of a fish and chips still dare say..tsktsk

actualli wild wild wet sounds fun leh but den if mi n aloy go wif sharon n mc den we like 2 candles leh..but den if mi n aloy onli den also quite weird leh.. if say we go rent a float i think it will surely capsize since i think i am heavier rite..and den aloy is quite shy n afraid of "dangerous" acts so i think he wld juz go there n stare at babes n i will try to look fer cute guys..but like dat waste $$$$... hahaha unless we kidnap crys frm her cousin.. but nono thats quite bad rite..blood is thicker then water.. haha

oh i forgot to mention the highlight of the day
i met miss koh at cine.. haha aiyo last time i keep complaning y i like nvr ever see my teachers on e street one... den..haha veri awkward.. i dunno wat to do when i see her so i juz waved as if i saw a friend... haha

hee quite a fun day.. hee mi n crys walked up and down frm orchard to somerset to orchard to dhoby guat..and its all her fault.. haa we keep eating n instead of shooping for clothes we looked at book.. oh ya bought this dan brown's book.dunno leh i like his bk..but frigging ex..but i think my mum will be happier to know i spend on books instead of clothes..oh of cos i bought a top..frm ebase..they having sales.. haha our dear xh bought this pierce cardin wallet for her bf..haha i was trying to get her to buy those stuff which was on sales..haha so funny...

yay meeting crys and xh later for more shopping... geesh.. i promise not to spend.. i promise... provided no freak accident happens//like i accidentally go try on sthg i like..ya u know..haha

oh well more of retail therapy.. bought some blouse frm mango n some sandals frm dmk.. how like dat how..keep wasting $$$
and apologies for mia frm class outing..juz not in e mood n eh i dun realli eat durian..

the onli way to get thru a break up i htink is that u try to live better n hope that someday that person might regret not choosing u n who knows u might find someone better.. aniway aloy soree i din check my phone so din reply u=(.. i realli hope u r feeling better

its not easy to forget unhappy things..that i would agree.. but after some time..it will get better

aniway i realli salute nus for their unrelentless attempts n propagandas..they send brochures to u every other day n den they even get pple to sms n email u...

one more thing
if i ever hear ani of those freaking angelic or soothing or peaceful songs when i m angry or pisss i may juz explode faster..funny but its true

n damn i still haven got my certt...waste my time

u wake up early in e morning n u start thinking n start feeling screwed up.. watever
met crys aloy n xh yesterday.. hey aloy dun worry u din spoil our mood or wat.... i was in a lousy mood too.. but still enjoy myself though..esp sharing ice cream together at gelare.. and crys blantanly asking aloy if he has tissue when he wanted to go toilet..veri comic though..we kept laffing after aloy was gone.. n soree to crys if i keep picking on u..my fault.. n aloy..of cos we dun find u nagging or wat..wat r friends fer rite?? yup n we tried shooping wif xh fer her bf's present.. guess i wasn't much of a help though.. i have weird taste..and sharon..we missed u!! when does ur exmas end??

i cant stand people indulging in self histronics on their blog..

but i m realli feeling veri screwed up.. not depressed..juz want to bang my head against the wall..

IF u see mi, dun EVER ask mi wat happened to lakers..
yup nus keep sending those brochures abt camps, orientation, i even receive an sms frm some unknown person frm nus.. actualli i m probably gonna slack thru all e camps n orientation unless someone askes mi.. haa as in not like i even care.. in jc orientation was not that great..watever it is u onli know pple skin deep..i dun mean all but majority i think.. so i guess it dun matter if u r popular or if alot of pple knows u but to juz have a few pple who know u well.. eh nvm crap

haiz intercon was GREAT.. it started off wif a perfect start.. i reached there at 1 when the meet starts at one.. and poor crys had to jumped in straight fer her event.. backstoke was great too.. i hit the lane.. as fer free... its jz sad..watever..haiz poor lakers lost..sad..sad..

hmm actualli intercon was not that bad since swimming dun mean much to mi now i guess..but its juz kind of sad how pple u can thrash last time can win u now...hmm met a lot of long lost sasa pals yesterday though...jeremy khoo, fang yee,zhining, colin n erwin..hey sharon u shd know them too rite.. haha last time when we were still in lane 5 struggling they all vrei pro liao..oh ya there were lots of guys to ogle at too... yup crys see, thats e plus point of being single..i get to ogle at guys and their abs while u haf to shut ur eyes since u already haf johnny jon jon.. dun worry jon, crys was a good gal yesterday.. she onli looked at hot babes..

guess rite now i shall continue to mourn over the loss of game 4..haiz

bye lakers bye.. =(

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aiya sad day...screw e detroit piston
niway haiz so i went swimming today.. things r realli not looking gd..haiz lots of things are going awry in my life..
was freaking amused by the number of guys who bother tanning themselves.. i mean ok i went to e pool at like 0ne plus.. and there were like so many guys tanning themselves..wah lau e sun was how strong man n y bother..but then again guys who r too fair r a big nono.. ok watever i am talking rubbish
tmr going violet's hse to cook.. sigh was suppose to do some last min trg..how like dat how...sigh

a veri sad n depressing game 3...haiz =(

eh to those who wanted pics taken on e shen yue farewell..can u all like hmm dl it frm the shutterfly thing i posted? cos i think e file too huge to send by mail..sorry..

haiz was trying to change my blog template out of sheer boredom.. n also i realise my blog actualli quite messy n hard to scroll around..i have trouble finidng e dam scrollbar of my own tag board.. aniway too lazy to change..haha bought a new disc man today... crap la was choosing btw this sony one n panasonic den the guy told mi panasonic one better so i bought it..apparently sony stuff is made in malaysia n panasonic one in japan..oh well i think i am quite gullible.. haa ok so i did not go swimming today as expected bcos eh the sun was veri strong n i dun want to haf panda eyes.. haa think in pri sch when i was a swimming freak i had veri obvious panda eyes..n u know too much sun is bad for e skin n complexion..aniway crys i knew ur johnny jon jon way back in pri sch u know.. haha n he hasn't change much..but den again most of my pri sch guy frends hasn't change much..haa n isn't this such a small world? had i known that 10 yrs later he will get together with u, i wld have warned him man..hahahaha..joking la of cos.. crys is e best galfrend a guy can ever haf..she goes ard breaking their arms..hahaha and i realise since i was in pri sch i have always been that crappy..haha n it din help i haf a brother who is damn full of crap n i am always forced tO sit wif guys so full of crap.. haha so its not my fault u see..

ok great so intercon is realli this sunday? i was hoping some freak accident may occur n it might b postponed...crap i realli wanted to go swimming today..but there was a heavy rain.. die die die..i m gonna sink like a dead bear... how like that how..aiyo crys i hope no one recognises us animore u know..later they will b like.. " ay isn't that e poh kai ling..y now like so slow.. wasting everyone's time leh".. haiz... tomorrow..tomorrow i shall go train man.. tomorrow is a different day..haha

yay and lakers won!! and Kobe bryant rawks!! freaking exciting match today..i skipped e care bears juz to watch the match..n e damn tv haf to black out due to poor network juz when he was making THAT crucial shot that saved e day.. haa ok nvm..boring talk here..

so aniway today driving was a bit better..had this nice instructor but he says i lacked confidence ( as always) n i think too much..which is true..

hee congrats to miss violet dear fer getting into medicine.. haa not bad..since my best pal is gonna b a doc i guess i can haf free consultation nxt time.. (touch wood though) haha

niway sad sad day since lakers lost at staples centre n my driving is screwed up esp e parking.. sad sad sad

was reading my dearest mummy, sharon's blog.. haa eh my standard not high one.. to mi its juz e feeling i guess...haha actualli i also dunno wat i am looking fer in a guy..hehe so yer dear Mr Tan is coming back ah..hehehe i can see u smiling so happily now man..haha as fer crystal n the erwin.. dun worry guys..i will make sure i keep a lookout on crystal in nus.. juz in case she keeps drooling at e guys in FASS, or exchanging phone numbers wif them.. so crys..beware! bigbear is watching u!!! lol mayb jonny jon jon can pay mi some money to spy on crys.. hahaha.. aniway crys how..sunday realli got inter con ah..like dat i must go swimming but so lazy to go.. how how how.. we need reinforcements n i think tell u wat la.. when i swimming dat time u stand near e pool k.. juz in case u see a dead bear floating..den u must quicly jump in w/out hesitation k.. n ur turn that time i will phone aloy if u are out of air.. after all aloy nvr did get to give u ani cpr.. haha

haiz poor coria... going up 6-0 n 6-2 den losing e grand slam..i feel so sad for him..haiz..i think he deserves 2 win though... n he's cuter also.. sad sad sad

at seng chiew's hse playing gunbound..haha n e mahjong freaks led by zihua r ok playing mahjong duh..haha
went to send shen yue off at e airport today..it was a tearful farwell man..haa but i had to forced myself out of e bed man..
went to stay over at zx's hse yestersday...i thot it ws quite fun leh... haha we were still pigging at 2 am/.. haha n dat yj i must say realli sleep likes a log... we were all squeezed up in a small mattress n yet she still manages to sleep n wake up commenting dat she can sleep thru a thunderstorm but den again she did since there was realli a thunderstorm and she slept thru it..haha

ok so i pierced my ear today..cos i was in a bad mood since dunno when.. haa sounds kind of sadist..not happi den go pierce...but somehow my other 2 ear holes had stories behind...done on impulse n when i m not feeling gd
niway..aloy if u reading this..cheer up k..dunno wat happened but it seemed u r in a bad mood since tue..i prefer e crappy n cheerful aloy i see everytime..=)
haa n yj: u stayinh hostel? i m thinking of e prince george..the one wif personal toilet n aircon..lol..but i think one of my frend ask mi to stay at sheares.. but oh well i 'm still thinking... its scary at night..lol..as fer camps ah..hmm dun think joining..haha
still thinking if i shd go to e sleepover...but my parents...veri paranoid one... since sec sch they think i haf a boyfriend or watsoever so basically whenever a guy calls they freak out.. n so u know why they dun like mi going fer sleepovers.. but they dun know how guai i am man..hahahaha

i so love my computer..it can crash n den u repair it and den it crash again..dumb computer
niway that explains why i went mia fer a few days...
on monday kailing e great went all e way to nus to pay her deposit only to arrive at nus and find herself not brining e form n having to travel all e way back home n back to nus again...
met ah soh yesterday...haha nvr go shopping wif kailing bcos she will not b there to stop u frm buying stuffs..niway june now..i so want to go overseas..i read abt this teddy bear kingdom in hongkong..so cool...haha
niway aloy ah dun worry i din vomit blood e other time..if u need help can ask mi again..

read aloy's blog.. so touched... u guys are definely all my bestest frends too!!! i always enjoy myself so much when we go out..=)..and as xiu hui commented, although we may not meet often,we may be so different in our characters , but when we meet up we seem to have endless things to talk..love yer all n hope to meet up soon=)..

haa i realise i m blogging rather frequently...haa i onli blogg when i am busy..haha

yeah things not looking good..wif e great singapore sales coming.. i sense something bad..i sense e shopaholic nature in mi emerging after having curbed it..eh at least a bit la

aniway celebrated xh's bdae today!! went to cafe cartel.. haa i liked e food there but spent a lot of money...after that we went to embargo..its this realli cool place near e esplanade...always wanted to go inside whenever i walked along singapore river..its this rather dimly lit place..e ambience is great though.. ok i thinks its a bar since pple drink there but not e freaking noisy kind where pple danced like crzy.. i still wun go clubbing.. but this place is different.. its rather quiet n basically a place realli nice fer chilling out wif frends n e drinks there r so nice..n thanks sharon, fer treating us=)..

my plan now is to realli enjoy my lsat 2 months of freedom b4 uni starts n i turn into a full time mugger.. but seriously, last time my life was veri simple...study,swim sleep.. now wif swimming almost out of my life i guessed i need to find a new interest..sthg othe rden shopping... whic is something that i picekd up onli this yr..
haa aniway this yr passed so fast... at least to mi..

forgot to blogg yesterday..got caught up wif my dear gunbound... haa rence kept being scolded by the people after he kept crapping... haa so funny

niway yesterday went swimming... got pissed by this guy who swam like a bull..haa i mean i think he doesn;t look where he is going...dumb.. ok and i went fer more shopping...was suppose to shop fer xh's present but i ended up shoppping fer myself... meeting crys aloy n co later=).. at cafe cartel.. haa i better go get e present now..haha niway now i realli aprreciate so much when my frends bother to keep in touch.. =)

woke up early today to watch nba..as usual..lakers won... niway u all know 11am got care bears? haa

duno y..but everytime i watch e happi tree frinds episodes i start laughing to myslef..
aniway watching bball is reaali so exciting... bcos lakers won.. haa but violet remember to tell mi when is yer match.. i have developed a interest in watching bball

haa went cycling at east coast park..cycle until i almost died..i hoped i will b able to get out of e bed tomorrow..haha think i m realli a weakling now man..bad...veri bad..esp when my swimming competition is in 2 wks time..sigh i hope to do under 36 fer free la..if not veri sad eh...n if not think i will go n bang the starting block after i finish.. as for back..hope under 45 la.. i think my swimming programmes shall start tomorrow.. i shall go do some 1500m den sprints 10 times or mayb i shd do my own 8x100 kick, 8x100 swim la... oh and e pulling also..ricky's favourite but most boring sets..aiya but no paddles allowed.. point is i promise to stop stoning in e water and swim

hmm had an reaali nice talk wif violet today..first time i talked to someone so much abt family, love, friends, life and evrything that even she was shocked i guess? aint we e weirdest friends ard? haa who can ever stand a cold war for half a year, sitting nxt to each other and not talking at all.so childish huh..ya like i said i dun realli open up to pple much...there's a lot abt mi pple dun know.. haha violet commented i lacked confidence... which is veri true.. i still need to find a motivation in life and something to make mi more confident i guess... i duno i find tat i am suddenly at this point where i realli start to ponder alot abt life n stuff... weird..i nvr ever thot much abt this kind of thing b4..guess dats wat u get if u stone wif e wall everyday... ha realli wished we could go on a hols to hongkong or thailand or even as weiyi suggested to m'sia.. but guess we all have commitments at the moment n dear weiyi starts sch end of june..

and aloy i realli salute u..haha how can one actualli oversleep and miss his exams? lol...aniway ur blog is sweet=)

haiz i am sufferinf frm mild insomnia..did mention i take 2 hr at least to fall asleep evrynight.. i guess i stone even when i m suppose to sleep

yay east coast park tomorrow.. shss my secret date... u all dun tell pple i go east coast park ok..
haa i realise i have violent mood swings.. but i guess most gals are like dat.. see thats y crys broke jon's arm.. i suppose they quarelled den she juz grabbed his arm and use e table as e fulcrum or sthg den snap e arm...hahaha..ya violent mood swimgs realli... one moment i can feel so screwed up den e nxt i act like i m crazy.. and when i am in a bad mood, i shop, i spend money.. oh did i mention i squandered 40 bucks today..hahaha no wonder i feel much better today
aniway..i m still thinking if i should stay in a hostel..
5 reasons y i dun want to:

1)i'm afraid of e dark
2)i like my bed
3)i cant sleep on a different bed ( i spend 4 nights looking at e ceiling on my last swimming trip and e trip was 5 days 4 night)
4)u think pple will laugh if i bring a few teddies along?
5)is there a toilet in e room?


as for y i want to... i guess its juz to experience e feel of hostel life...and i live in bedok and no one is realli at home even if i goes home..

neopets is back on my agenda wif e retards game that amuse mi
aniway i will b spending e nxt 4 yrs of my life in chem engineering.. i hope it will b fun.. hey yj congrats...nxt time remember to give mi free braces..

watched van helsing today..quite a cool show..realli enjoyed myslef n miss u guys so much!! we've got so much catching up to do... and aloy got to be e biggest country bumpkin.. i had to bring him to marina and suntec..haa n so funky huh? pink shirt..ok aloy if u r reading this, i m gonna praise u la.. mi n crys agreed u have matured alot actualli..=)..doing more studying now..though i still think u need to spend juz a little more time in yer studies..ok but mayb thats cos i m a mugger..

as fer crys..ha u realise its a long time we wrote to each other? but guess we r still pretty much e same..ha psychology fer u huh? mayb nxt time when i am depress u can give mi free counselling..actualli i m always interested in e subject myself..it sounds fun..
as fer xh congrats too on yer recent attachment(though sad that i onli got to know 2 mths later), thus making kailing e great e onli sad case among us five.. ay nxt time u bring yer cx, crys bring her jon, aloy bring his loren n sharon her ming chuan out la...so cool...and i mmust comment u realli do look happier..its just this glow of happiness that i see on ur face which u prb wun realise..but i m still on e singlehood thing..mayb i will change my mind someday.. but rite now..it juz seems unimportant and faraway... eh no i din get ditched or rejected or wat.. its juz mi n my weird thinking..and also if i cant even b a good friend towards others why wonder to b in a relationship..i dunno alot happened recently that makes mi feel i m a failure in alot of things i do.... aloy n crys commented i take ages to reply smses.. and i agree.. i admit i have distanced frm e entire world.. it feels like i am living in my own world.. call mi insensitive but i can juz heck care things n not care abt wat others feel..i do not practise wat i preach.. i can tell others not to do sthg n do it myself..
oh well..i m not making sense n u all prob wun know wat i am talking abt...so nvm..its juz another night which i feels particular moody and screwed up..

1.00am... n i dunno wat to do now.. gave up on gunbound.. i think listening to evanescence distract mi..haa
i hate having to sleep everynight
haa looking at deb's album actualli brought back some memories...sumtimes i wish i was back in sch, stoning wif my notes but minus all e mugging

haa aloy u r e onli person i know who can still play gunbound e day before yer exams and plan to go watch van helsing.. haa cool..
freaking sian.... i finished all my vcds and i m on a losing streak in gb..mayb i shd go hibenate in iceland...book a ticket n nvr come back

haiz my good frend yj actually lied about mi... i am utterly devastated, dejected, disillusioned,disappointed, distressed, distraughted..nono words cant describe the hurt and pain inside mi...lol..joking..haha but yj...we know the truth..=)..hee and if i ever do go out wif my lovers, i wun deny la...and so i can give u all my utter assuarance that i was at ps ALONE since i have 0 lovers, 0 crush since long before time,and intending to stay this way until i changed my mind duh..=P

anyway b4 yj kill mi or send her lovers after mi, ok la..enuf crap aniway.. well bird was wif yj but i guess not hot date la..they juz happen to be there earlier...the previous post was an attempt to create some excitment and confusion..hehehe as usual....hmm but i was there at the worng place and wrong time...

aniway enuf crap.. haa debra went jogging.. i went swimming... oh but actualli going back to the pool makes mi feel so empty sometimes...so many memories.. and its not helping that i am now a complete wreck in water.. so aniway after sometime i juz stood in e water n stared into space...well e reason why i go swimming again is bcos i have some crap competition coming up.. n e reason why i joined is cos...haha i got 170 bucks last time i joined n when they won the overall title or sthg..but guess i wouldn't be much help this time...haiz.. crys u netter stand by in case i need cpr..=P..and mayb aloy can stand by fer u...hahaha

went wif my mum to crystal jade yesterday... since she 's treating mi..haha
watched troy today...TROY rawks!! brad pit rawks too!! cute guys wif chio bu... nice man! haha hmm but i accidentally ruin a "secret" hot date btw birdbird n yj today...u see its realli not my fault... thinking yj might b left alone wif e guys, i rushed my way down to meet her...den at ps, i saw her coming down e escalator so i went up to her...and den dats when i realise bird was there... haa i tried to hide..seriously... i tried hiding in e lift n in MJ...but.. i think they got shy den keep following mi... hahahhaha.. [yj is prob going to chop mi up e nxt time i see her so i better go MIA fer e nxt outing of sthg..=P)...

haa watching NBA is now my new interest...esp watching LAkers!!! haha

(everytime) by britney spears is nice.... suprisingly

thats AVRIL fer u!!! chio rite...haha

i need to spend more time wif gunbound

more abt embarassing moments... today, i knocked down e pole while trying to do this parallel parking..n e licence plate drop..lol... and my instructor tried to knock some sense into mi that family is more important den money... apparently he gave up some veri well paid job for this ikan bilis driving instrutor which pays him only a meagre sum monthly but is supposedly more relaxing n gives him more time to spend wif his family... lets juz say thats not my point of vieew right now...

crap... my driving is in serious crap... i feel so devastated today...seriously...
aniway i think mayb i shd go look fer a job... being a cashier sound fun? or is it not?
met up wif violet and weiyi dear today... haa how come u all sound so surprise at my dream huh? haa ok violet i understand u r e all out singapore-all-the-way person... aniway i still think its cool to travel ard e world and juz walk without any aim in some foreign country alone... haa yup there's still nothing and no one in singapore that makes mi miss the country.. ( ok violet dun kill mi..juz dun b surprise to receive a postcard someday frm mi frm, some ulu country..haha) i dun mean i dun like singapore.... oh well... but if life is juz abt work or settling down n getting married den i think its boring... but den again sometimes dreams are juz a waste of time... i dun know i just feel that i think abt so many many things that i want to do or intend to but in e end everything comes to nothing... oh well i guess thats life... u cant always get what u want...sometimes its good to heck care abt everything u know.. but i guess it isn't too bad to have some aims or goals in life otherwise u will feel that turn into a zombie which was exactly how i feel a few months ago until i thought abt what i want to do in e future... hahaha

seriously i cant believe its may... omg 5 mths have passed and i am still rotting... but i cant remmember anitime in the past 10 yrs where i felt this relaxed and happy... and i cant believe in a few months time e fantsay will end n the nightmare will begin as university starts........ i DUN WANT to go sch... boo.... haa which is realli weird... i remember in Sec 1 i was damn pysched up abt the first day of sch...and i was also looking fer the first day of J1...but now, onli negativity and dread lingers in my mind when i think abt starting uni...4 yrs of torture..... and den its time to work and i shall embark on my journey to my dream... hahaha

was trying to clean up my room today.... freaking tired..... i realise that thanks to my shopping freak nature over the past 19 yrs..the amount of stuff and junk that i possessed is tremendous....
aniway........ i am still enjoying life....... and in conjunction to my living in a world of fantasy fer the past 1 mth of so, indulging onli in tv, computer games, books and vcds and having realli minimal contact wif all my fellow frends, i have come up wif what i intend to do fer the nxt half of my life... haha firstly i shall work hard to earn enuf money to buy myself a big house a car and some countrty club membership..unlike zihua dear, i dun intend to rely on finding a rich husband cos juz look at mi... do i look anithing like a tai-tai ? or the kind who can snag a rich man?no..so there...i got to rely on myself...( not that i know wat e hell i am going to do nxt time ) but there i think i will prob be the kind who value career more... haha and of cos my ultimate dream wld b to travel ard the world and shop n mayb settle down in some country that i like and nvr come back..of cos i wun forget my parents though... so being single helps u see cos u haf all e freedom... although i mean finding The One to enjoy all these wif aint that bad BUT right now who cares...haha in fact i dun think i will ever bother searching fer one...i personally enjoys the freedom u know.... but aniway my dream dun sounds that bad rite???

hehehe some kindergarten relief teaching tmr....

read books fer 5hr straight..nvr been this hardworking b4..even when i was mugging fer A's... some tragic story dat makes mi feel so empty n depress...

i guess i m still not in e right mind...

haa or go to the happy tree friends n den go to watch epsiodes...there will be a short replay after each shows (except fer e first one)... wait a while fer e nxt one when e red words appear
veri cute one=(

visit the mondo mini shows website..go to shows den happy tree friends... freaking cool=(

i m still living in my world of fantasy

sian la.... on a losing streak..=(
haa eh zihua..who's yer bashful eyes or watever huh? how come u always talk abt them but nvr tell us one....... tsktsk u r secretly love-sick rite..hahahahhaa

haha its 5 games in a row again tonight fer gunbound..no thnaks to me though..had a super nice n pro team... haa aniway today keep getting horned while driving..dam sad case.. right now think i m rather "famous" there among e intructors for all my crazy antics n crapping... haa we even tok abt e intructor's girlfrend.. lol but they all also dam full of crap... haa met weiwei n one of my bro frends at e school..haa its realli weird... i keep seeing my brother's frend ard, once at nus after my attachment, on e bus, at tm.. whoa... its like multiple times alreadi.... i think its rather nice to see yer friends or even acquaintances or watsoever once in a while... i mean something familiar other den shopping mall or www.gunbound.net or e tv screen ya... hahaha

tonight is definitely my night.. i won 5 games in a row... haha oh crap i realise my whole world now revolves ard e computer n myself... i think i need to pry myself away frm e computer n do something more meaningful rite? haa but before i think of that something.. i shall continue to live in e world of mi n my comp..
haa niway went fer a haircut today..eh i think some freak accident occured n my hair is now shorter than it was supposed to be... haa last time debra n yj always say i cut hair like nvr cut like that which i wld agree since no one seems to notice last time in school whenever i cut, ok trim my hair..but this time time u wld notice it! duh..... haha it feel short to mi...

uggggggggggh i feel sick..... veri giddy.......mayb an over dose of gunbound, or maybe i am getting sick........helppppppppp....

haa eh life's rather boring...dun haf much to blog.. n i realise haha i
i spent my whole beautiful saturday in front of e computer... eh realli sorree guys fer not joining in e karaoke...singing is not my forte... and boo hoo everyone seems to b too busy fer class outing also.... haha actually its rather sad... i think class outing used to be quite fun in J1 and den it gets boring..some how things have changed...i admit la... it gets boring too...
ok i need to play gb...mayb comeback later..lol

shucks i m turning into a gunbound freak....its 1.40 am n i had act wanted to continue playing it wif aloy if not fer e fact that i think its quite late n i need to check on my hamsters who r like banging against the wall of the cage so much so that i am worried they might kill themselves
aniway realli bored man...think i need to find a job soon..but freak man i stupidly signed up fer more driving lesson in e afternoon... finally ventured out to e main road.... haha went frm eunos to tampines...but act i was thinking of working in some shops selling clothes leh....or do some relief teachings.. sounds fun... haaa n i still loves to shop..n my dad is pretty weird..he actualli wants mi to stay at home n stone or whatsoever n even gives mi money to go shopping and dun want mi to work...

to all army guys!! happy army days!!!! take care..=P

ok i am turning into a pig..haha woke up at 12 today... could have continue my sleep but felt guilty...after all my previous talk abt sleeping being a waste of time etc... i cant believe i am sleeping so much.... spent my day shopping wif my mum... act think if i dun work life's rather empty and boring... ok i can easily summarise what i do everyday
1100-1130: wake up
1130-1200: Newspaper
1200-1300: lunch ( ya i still take one hr to eat..)
1300-1900: Driving/shooping or going out wif frends
1900-2100: tv
2100- 2am e nxt day: computer...
boo...
but den again i dun want to work... hahaha
aniway just to digress a bit..abt clothes... i still think guys should not wear pink colour shirt... bcos veri few act dun look gay in them... haha oh and tote bag are a big nono... trust mi u will look damn gay...... haha ok meanie mi.. i see the meanie self in me returning....=P

boo....juz reach home from class party... thats wat happen when u live in bedok n e party is at clementi..... and thats also why i dun like going fer class party...cos ther r always so far away... n of cos i dun like planning class party.... haa but today was not that bad la... i mean haven realli see some pple fer so loong...like serena, sw, jervis, shen yue etc.... not dat i tok to everyone there....but its quite good to see yer friends after so long...
haa e gals had some gal talk... realli cool... its one of e veri few time we act came togeher n talk... got so much of catching up to do...!! pity not enuf time... as fer e guys... eh guess i din understand e army thingy...but to lui n rence.. cheer up!!! ok not much help there... but still i hope evreything turns out fine in e end... and to alle army guys... take care n all e best in army !!!aniway i guess i will miss everyone... ( haha wah kailing so sentimental one ah)... but no la.. i was just thinking in e future its not easy for everyone to meet up since army resumes on monday n esp when e ct rep is a slacker... haha i am quite resigned to not working already la... not like i realli like working... i mean ya la mayb can get to know new pple or mayb cute guys.. aiya but sadly i m turning into a zombie la... cant realli imagine myself in a relationship now aniway...so stay single la..staying single is good la... haha... as fer scholarship n stuffs... i also kinda heck care liao la... dun even bother going fer interviews.... aiya i always screw up interviews aniway... its liek they always ask mi wat i want to do... n i reallli aint veri sure..ok chem engine.. but is that wat i realli want? and alot of e interviews i went act say they dun realli need chem engine... as fer econs n business...eh econs is ok la... but business...not realli interested... aiya heck la... dunthink so much... life wld be easier that way...

watched my girl today...its quite a funny show with little kids...all quite cute...haha yj surprise not i act watched the show after much convincing n persuasion....
aniway i decided to stop my meanie act.... after last week of countless dao-ing, i realise this cannot go on... n so sorry to my buddy fer dao-ing u unintentionally... realli..its jus mi n my lousy mood...
another of my resolution wld be of cos to stop buying new clothes..after all i am not working of cos i cannot spend rite..but aiya mi n my weak mind... cannot resist the temptation
and haha zx... lol where got pple hold hands still frends one... haa i mean its like u go out wif a guy onli the whole world tinks u 2 r attached liao wat...so hold hands=the end liao la... haha
aniway to all e army guys booking in these few days including ww, john, joshua, the horrible dad of mine, sc, edmund, lawrence, etc pardon mi if i miss yer names... haha take care in tekong...see yer all soon!

went on a tour around jurong today due to some interview.. e thing was at JTC coporation..haha its quite a cool place but reminds me abit of the umbrella coporation from resident evil cos the place was like a veri huge building den like some secret coporation just that its not underground.....aniway... needless to say it was another screwed interview...so fer screwing interview, pls consult mi... haha
so aniway i decieded to venture to jurong point shopping centre to buy sthg fer mrs pandian.. i thought it was in jurong... u wld think so too rite? i mean JURONG point wat..ended up i took this loop service that i thought would juz take mi 5 min or so.... it turned out to b a 30min ride to boon lay... i mean who would have known jurong point is in boon lay.... aniway another thing abt loop service... loop means they make a turn rite? so u wld return to where u come frm rite? but seems to mi its not always e case leh... i took thsis lloop service frm red hill n ended up somewhere near buona vista..and today oi took a loop service from jurong n ended up in boon lay..so nvr trust loop service u know...
aniway went back to school with zh to look fer some teachers...went to thank mrs pandian esp..bought her some choc..n oh man the zh had a whole bag of choc fer all the teachers who happen to know her..or even duno her just see her b4 can liao.. haha and aniway think realli quite sad case.. there dun seems to be much pppl or rather gals bumming ard like us....
today on the mrt train sat next to this army guy...he was like sleeping den keep leaning towards mi... u know those situation where u have this sleeping person nxt to u with their head almost resting on ur shoulders? wat wld u all do huh? haha aniway felt like pushing his head real hard but decided not to b meanie today...
aniway the guys prob pass out today rite... so sad rite...dun u all miss tekong??

today was once again another meanie day...haven been replying msg since monday...think its e dental attachment la..since the day i almost fainted haven been feeling veri good.... every little things piss mi off..
aniway today was freaking pissed with the driving instructor..some malay guy...try to be funny la... think i quiet n dun talk much den he can slack... so aniway he kept asking me to do left turning which i told him i did last week... and den he juz sit there and do nothing... and the worse thing is he tries to let mi off 15 min early.. so for one of the very few rare moment ever, i slammed the car door at him n went straight to complain about him and so no more Mr Mohd for the rest of my lessons... and i am so not sorry...

after my "exciting" day at the dental attachment yesterday.. think today was in a hyper lethargic and the just me and mi mood ...in case u all r wondering wat r we doing at a dental attachment... well... haha its act cos we were considering dentistry as one of our choices at NUS..so we signed up fer this one day attachment at NUS... to get a feel of wat dentistry is all abt..din talk to anyone today except my driving intrustor... he's quite a funnny person....every sentence must have the word "lor".. like "after this u turn lor"... "postion urself in the centre of the road lor" ... funny guy....so today was basically realli a just me n myself day...
act sumtimes i feel that i m drifting away from everyone..which is realli sad..people who has once made an impact or left some memories in my life have now drifted away... actually maybe its my fault also.... come to think... since the end of jc.. i haven realli bothered to keep in contact wif ani of my friends... swimmers...ah soh gang...tubbies...classmates...ex classmates... esp during the period of time when i was working... i was realli like detached from the world... and ya.. think sumtimes pple msg mi.. i take so damn long to reply..my average reply time is like 1-6 hours...sorry guys.... i am juz too lazy.. but trying to change that.. think sumtimes i neglect pple w/out realising it... how many times have i let others down, hurt pple unknowingly... so i guess i am a meanie act....but dun worry la.. no matter wat i still remember all my close friends good friends and everyone else and all e memories... oh man i am sounding so sentimental all of a sudden..
but i guess this is one of the usefulness of a blog..at least it helps in letting others know at least wats going on in ur life and wat is happening in their life... hhaha act our dear dipsy has a blog too...!!=).. see free advertising... haa

Today was a wonderful day..beacause yew jia discovered my darkdark secret...lol... that despite the fact that i enjoy watching gory movies, i am secretly afraid to look at bloody things... well...its a long story... ok so anyway it began on a fatal monday morning where me n yj were on this exciting dentistry attachment at NUH..so after spending a whole morning looking at mould and cleaning of the teeth and some crowning or watever thing, we were ultra bored... so u see after lunch, we specially requested to have a look at some mor exciting stuff... u know like extraction of wisdom tooth and stuff... SO... we happily went ot observe this man having two of his teeth extracted... and halfway through the process i felt veri dizzy and weak...so i tried to walk out off e room to sit down,........... n then i kinda fell onto the floor... aiyo.. u know its quite embarassing man.... haha they all thought i fainted or wat..... all choing to help mi up...but i was still conscious la...its juz suddenly feel like cant see things clearly n veri weak den aiyo....its sad la...haha but quite funny la.... the man who extracted his teeth later came to ask if i was ok... oh man.... ya and so now yj knows my secret...haha

HAHA clayed another interview..the CAAS one...haha but act that one htink also not reallli related to wat i wanta study... haha and wah lao..waste my time there... muz do presenation, essay, interview and essay n summary... do until want to sleep man..haha aniway still bumming around... keep sleeping....and my latest hobby is claying interviews...haha ya and also driving... keep hitting e kerb when turning la... aiyo but i am glad to announce that i ahve managed to not buy any clothes fer e past 2 weeks... but den again thats partly bcos i have almost seen all e clothes at e diffferent shops... terrible rite...hahaha

anyway juz to keep u guys update abt my choices.. i have pretty much decided to study in singapore... i realise i cant leave my teddies alone...haa no la... i dun think i am ready to study overseas and chances of getting scholarship is close to zero.. mayb nxt time ? haha aniway i am pretty much decied on chemical enginerring.,..but heard its gonna be quite tough n very popular...oh dentistry is not too bad juz dat every year onli 34 pple gets in..so it would be like striking lottery if u gets in la... as for economics, i think its interesting but i feel that ts veri general... hmm as in lie no specific occupations fer it...

thanks to a friend, i keep playing gunbound recenlty...and even got my brother to start playing..haha ya recenlty quite busy with all my scholarship essays...not that i think my chances of getting is high...but oh well.... since my parents keep urging me to apply n since i bum around everyday with my computer and the wall...so why not...
went to school today wof the ever dearest zh dear... forgot it was e hol and no teacher would be ard....haha but luckily mange to get mr pandian n mrs lim as my referees...and after that oooh mi n zh went for this amzaing hot date at venezia...sigh zh...how...we cant keep bumming ard and getting fat...haha but act now i also dun want to work... i mean why work? we are gonna spend the nxt 40 yrs or so working.. must bum ard n slack while u still can..haha but i wun deny the fact i have learnt sthg from my working experience at the polyclinic..
anyway tmr have driving aagain.... i think i am going to bombard the instructor with more dumb question.. the othe rday ws trying to learn how to start the engine n to cchange gear... so apparently i did something wrong n the call jerked violently... and i dumbly ask him" Did i do something wrong?" and he gave mi this sweet smile...sigh...duh rite.....

boo hoo hoo
i squandered sixty bucks in juz two days... i think i am so not going shopping anymore...

how ironic can life get
i thot finally after results i wld b able to have a good night sleep..but i ended up tossing n turning in bed and having so many thoughts running thru my head... haha in e end couldn't sleep.. in fact think i had a beeter sleep e night b4...
act right now i am still veri veri lost as to wat to do in university... sigh.....this is wat happen when u r the kind who dun bother thinking abt wat u want to b next time when ur friends ard u r alreadi applying fer univrisities n u r still stoning there...haha

results today!!!
cant decribe how relieved and happy i am..think this gotta be one of my happiest entry ever...aniway i am veri veri glad.. a's... it is reallia traumatising period... and i must say e feeling of waiting fer ur results realli sux...first u start worrying a week b4..at least fer mi.. den the day before u toss n turn in ur bed n keep thinkin abt all e possilbe consequences..the good n bad.. i even imagined myself claying gp n failing a's... haha n man making ur way to sch is another torturous thing... esp when yer sch is in buona vista n u live in bedok..the whole journey there u can feel ur heart thumping n beating as though u juz completed a 100m sprint.. haha just thankful fer everything and to all e teachers..=).. i guess i can say i leave rj with good memories... actualli w/out a's, jc life wld actualli be veri intersting... i guess after working fer 2 months as e wonderful temperature taker, i can conclude that.. i miss sch life...at least u dun wake up everyday wif this sense of dread when u r in sch... u get to see yer friends everyday n stone or crap ard wif them... sometimes i think i miss 6B..haha all e tutorials lessons.. watching all e guys sleep during mrs lim lessons n us talking when poor miss koh is trying to teach us...and den there will b maths lec where no one listens n where e gals will start discussing abt handwriting.. of cos there is e tubbbies debra n yj... haha think pple have long forgotten abt us... haha but realli glad u two did veri well fer a's..=) .. and how can i forget zh DEAR... who has an affectionate name kylie wylie fer mi... and haha gp lesson.... e special mrs pandian's group.. i m sorrie that i ever complained abt all e extra work mrs pandian made us do..come to think it realli helped mi alot... so there thanks mrs pandian!!! aniway to evryone who is reading this... no matter how u guys did fer a's.. all e best in e future ya? i guess no matter wat we r all abt to enter a new phrase of our life... some of u will prob b going overseas... but do keep in touch!!
ok juz an update abt my life..
jobless... starting my driving next week...seriously i think tat means i cant work animore which means no pay,no money n no more shoppings... which also means stoning with e wall at home..haha at least it gives mi time to think abt wat i realli wanta do next time...