Now that it's all coming to an end, Lets' see how far we have come. But does it matter how far it went if we didn't reach the finishing linet?

There are times, i try to think positively, and not to let things get me down too easily.
But there are times, i fall back to gloom, especially when things seem to get worse and the stark realization of stuff make me lose more hope and spirit. Just because i am smiling doesn't mean everything is ok.
I almost wish i could drift away now.........