its called digging ur own grave. jumping into it and den burying urself.
that pretty much describe how i feel abt myself.
welcome. fear. welcome back mr dentist.

"can u feel?
there's nothing at all."


aniway.welcome back too. i love u CORS. i love having open n close bidding period. see u soon. in a few wks time. i din miss u though.bcos ur arrival marks the end of hols.
sch aside.
one of these days. as usual. i m. gonna. get hacked. fer. either. not picking up phones calls. not replying smses. replying them a few hours or so late. being late. yes. being late. i was late fer half an hour today. i bet xh was cussing n swearing.
bad habits. nvr change
haiz.
aniway. orchard today wif xh. den to toa payoh fer e finale of swimming nats. eek. not exciting.this yr's all like clear cut winner. but it was nice. juz to experience the atmosphere. once again.
aniway. i hereby resolve not to shop animore. or rather. i wun spend animore.wants are unlimited.talk abt strong willpower. i dunno wat came over me when i bought this Prints notebook fer ard 20 bucks. sighz. attempt to make myself more organised? crap. AS IF kailing can ever be organised. i'll prb juz doodle n drool on it.
And. no more weight gaining regime animore also.u tink so easy ah. must eat and spend $. so for the nxt few wks or so. it would be. plain walking. n stoning in the library. or at home.how AWFULLY NICEto be able to spend time with the walls..i learned this oxymoron today. when shopping. haha.its a perfect description.
also
talk abt being weak.
today at the swimming pool. this bigauntie slammed into me n i almost flew into the wall. and she din even care. n xh laughed at me. haha. she laughed. not cos auntie there juz shrugged and walked away. but bcos the sight of me being 'thrown off' was hilarious. sighz!
tok abt bimbo. miss xh. has joined us.
today while jaywalking. some lorry came by. a strong gust of wind.
xh:"ooh! so much dust!"
kl:aiya nevermind one la.
xh:"WHAT!? u know the pores in the face dun open n close as and when it likes. "
acc to a very scientific viewpt. its true. but haha. i was expecting her to say something like. maybe. so much dust. wait get into the eyes.never in the world wld i expect pores to come into the picture.

on a less bimbotic discussion.
recently nkf has made headlines.
8 cars.1k gold taps n 1k plus toilet bowl aside(y wld anione want a 1k plus toilet bowl????den can bring ur dinner and sit and admire?).theres a 6ook bonus.
of cos. i dun wish to comment much.since this is a senstive topic. i have been also donated to them b4.
all i can say i would think twice b4 donating.

on a more bimbotic talk.
i saw a lot of cute guys today frm ACjc.Rjc. but i no padedophile.haha
one thing abt being a spectator.rather den a participant. u get to look at pple ard u.
i miss rj's uniform.oh ya. i also saw alot of chio rjc.acjc. sngs gals. anione wants?
and i miss the toilet at toa payoh. i miss the milo truck.