n den i know i haf tons of constructive stuff to do.like reading up on modules. doing constructive readings.
but i also know i haf onli a week of hols left

n den yesterday i feel asleep thinking abt something i wanted to blog abt
u know. i realise sometimes e way u are right now are shaped by how u r when u were young n how ur parents brought u up
well.let mi share with u the life story of a gal.
when little kailing was in pre-school.kindergarten.or pre-pri.
she was a mummy gal. she cried.whined.n bawled.like most kids.when her mummy left her at the kindergarten. when she couldnt draw a basketball during her exam,she screamed n cried. bcos she could only drew a normal ball n not a basketball
in pre-pri,her best friend was a guy. who sat nxt to her. n they played toys n ate together.(now dun ask me how i remember such stuff).
she din like to eat.n often. she threw away uneaten food during break secretly when her teacher wasnt looking so she wun be scolded fer wasting food.(now u see y i always dun finish my food)

then little kailing enrolled into red swastika pri sch.
her mummy brought her to n fetch her from school everyday. n checked on her. by talking to the teacher abt how little kailing is progressing.her recess time were spent at bookshop n canteen bcos she was forbiddened from playing in the field.bcos thats where all e bad kids hanged out.or at least thats wat she was told.(now u see y i dunno wats game like hopscotch or those rubberband games girls played).
her mum ordered food fer her everyday during recess so she dun haf to queue up fer food.
she is always late fer sch.despite living juz opposite to it.
when little kailing was in p1.she had chicken pox.and after that.her classmates shunned her.
when she was in p2.she had braces too.(now u see why big kailing has braces too)
her chi n form teacher picked on her everyday bcos little kailing toks too much.(do i tok alot now too?).she always got beaten or scolded.
in p3. little kailing joined competitive swimming. her dad decided she has potential in swimming rather den bball.tabletennis.badminton. n soccer.
talking abt joining swimming. haha i tink i was the 1st one to join among all of u.
i still rem. to join.u had to be able to complete one lap of freestyle n breaststroke continuously w/out stopping.
back then. there were 4 lanes. lane5-8.beginners start at lane 5.
and little kailing.tried her best. n was happy when her coach promoted her to lane 6. n den lane 7.
haha but in the later part. i think pple juz come straight to lane 7 or 8 despite how fast or slow they are.
thzat aside.
in p4. little kl bcame e monitress. she was a hyper active gal. answering all of the teachers's qn.(yup. that was e onli time.kl was responsive in class)
lets tok abt sec sch.
little kailing enrolled into dunman high bcos her parents like the school bcos they find the pple there very decent.
in sec1.little kl din like her sch. she onli talk to her friend who sat nxt to her.after sch ended at 2. she wld chionged to the canteen. (i packed my bag at 155)
n by 215.she wld b rushing to the bus stop. n by 3 she wld reach home.
(now u all see y kl DUN wait fer pple after school n juz disappear).
in sewc 2.her teacher made her sit alone at the back of the class. bcos that fellow who used to sit there wasnt doing well in his sch work.
n so kailing started her world of stoning(now heres how the stoning kl came abt)
n then. kailing found a pack-bag buddy whom she competed wif to see who finsh packing bag faster.
in sec 3. she got acquianted wif her ah soh gang, n sat nxt to violet.
somehow.because both have some kind of attitude probel,they had a cold war fer half a yr.
so fer half a yr.they sat nxt to each other without talking to each other.
(now u see. when i am not happy. i dun quarrel. i give e silent treatment)
in sec 4. when tan jen fee came as her form teacher.
she made kailing change seat.(ya y is it always me. cos i smart is it.haha)
this time. kailing was made to sit admist all the guys.
now up to this pt. kailing DISlike guys. she sees them as somewhat different. n nvr talk to much guys.in pri sch. all those who sat wif little kl were guys. n they were often scolded by her. there was this guy i scolded everyday.cos he likes digging his nose. i was mean. i was horrible.(now u see y i m mean n horrible now)

so she was terribly upset n almost cried.
n violet's reaction was more funny.she promptly separated her desk from that of her new partner. haha.
but luckily fer kailing. e guys were nice to her. n often cracked jokes n made her laugh.

ok. if u are still here with me. u must be as bored as i am.congrats. these are onli e minor details. n i haf decided to stop. i assure u all.those are genuine details. no fabrication involved.
now u all know how i turn out the way i am.
n mind u. lala n taptap have been wif me since pri 3.