yup.3 days since my 1st traumatising experience.
watched Be With You with brother today.suddenly so nice to accompany me .ha. aniway there is this little kid who is so cute. that when he cries. u feel sad. yup. a love story. somehow e morale of the story to me is that love can be wonderful and painful. the wonder of being in love. n losing someone u love. but then again. those kind of love u see in movies or tv. its rare to find or experience them in real life.
and pple fall in love.only after considering so many cirumstances and criteria. looks.wealth.figure. religion. background. character.so many things.

true love? bleah.fat hope.

back to me.
well. i haven been in a very good mood these days.
u can't really expect me to be in a good mood right.
but being oblivious abt things does make one better. oblivion in the sense. i dun realli care much abt trivial stuffs now. hard to elaborate. and i shall not.

being feeling very hungry these days. mayb i will bcum a fat pig the next time u all see me
but watever. its not like i can eat much stuffs.i walked arf orchard today. so many nice food. n all i could do was drool and stare at them.
bumped into some ex Rj pple today too. but all i could was smile n wave. i din feel like talking.

read crys blog. sch nats. heats this wk.finals nxt wk.
can bet half a packet of peanuts Rj gals will win. i dunno if i will say i miss sch nats.
there were painful memories.
but the competitiveness. the thrill. the excitment.the happiness. is something i know i will nvr experience again..
but swimming nats is too '2' sided.. its always btw e ACS/Mgs n Raffles. and every year their supporters practically fill the entire pool. oh well. match support plays a large part. haha.

oh well. 2012.london. actually. i was more like wondering.2012.how will we be then.