1st test of the semester..i only wish my memory was superb.
and then next week is mid sem break. so if i decide to skip school on fri, this will mean i'll have a one and a half week break. and the weird thing is. i don't have any test after mid-sem break. or maybe one. i don't know. maybe i should go on a holiday. =/

random stuff
(warning. long and boring post ahead. so read it when u are nearing your bedtime or if u really have nothing better to do )

1) today, i was chatting with this lab technician. and she said " you should marry a PRC. because PRC can cook. Singaporean guys can't cook".by PRC, i think she refers to the china scholars.
RIGHT. kill me if i do. i can imagine. first, i will die from communicating with him. next, i will die from the food he cooks.
i might as well get a maid. and guys who expect their wife to cook and wash clothes and clean the house. i say. go get a maid instead.

2) do girls enjoy comparing their boyfriends and the stuff they do? weird qn since i am a girl.
i don't know. the other day i was at some conference(fighting the zz monster) when the two girls beside me started talking about their bf. one was telling about how her bf got her this psp because she said she likes it. and the other replied that her bf got her a phone and how her bf wears the clothes she buys for him for no reason. like it was freaking hot, but the bf still wore this suit-like jacket she bought so that she can see it, but in the meanwhile, ended up looking like some freak.
my utmost sympathy to the bfs. okok maybe it was sweet.
but i think girls shouldnt make guys shower expensive stuff on them all the time. unless he is freaking rich. or maybe in some case, the guy is actually happy to do that.. that i am not sure la. i am not a guy. haha.
sometimes i think. comparisons- they never cease to exist. but often, comparison is a sense of insecurity and portrays your self doubts at times. hence the need to affirm that there is someone worse off and the need to feel better from the positive confirmation and compliments of others.

3) i used to ponder. can exs be friends? and i realise. no. in most cases. no. ok NO. various reasons to that. like, u don't need to be reminded of the good , in some cases HORRIBLE memories. plus. if the ex is some faggot or some ass.that will be one big reason why exs can't be friends. of course there are exceptions. like if the breakup was really amicable and both of u saw it coming. or that u guys were close friends before and realise u are better off being friends after all. theoretically for me, i can be friends with my ex, provided he's not a faggot. note the last part. breakups happens for a reason. and seldom is it something u look back at and smile, shrugging it off casually.


4) i can't decide if i am put off or looking forward to looking for jobs. it's a little like standing at a crossroad deciding where to go.it's like moving on to another stage of life. they always say engineering is supposed to be a really flexible degree. like u can choose to work in banks and financial sectors, as consultants, engineers or whatsoever. well in a way, i did have a five-year plan drafted out somewhat.and like Stalin's five years plan,it's a little idealistic. but well, a man without ambitions and dreams is as good as dead. so i guess as impractical as it may be, i need some motivation. maybe it will not be possible to realise them, but, i'll try and not give up so easily. but as for what kind of plans i have i will not reveal them since they don't concern anyone anyway and i doubt anyone will be interested to know.

5) ever regret doing something, trying to apologize to make up for it. but sadly many a times, you can't really revert things.
It’s too late to apologize .. it’s too late. this is actually lyrics from a song by timbaland n one republic. only i dont hear timbaland much.

6) what do u hanker most in life right now?

6) i still miss *****

i always have loads of stuff to write after an exam or test. so pardon me for boring stuff. i can't conjure exciting stuff right now, especially after mugging for days.

temptations are huge.
i really feel like buying stuff online from one of my fave's website. Dam!
say NO to shopping. *sigh



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